Screwed Up.

about last night.

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"you did great for your first time carter"

"thanks i guess." i giggled. he was staring into my eyes and broke the silence.

"carter" his voice was soft and calm

"hmm"

"i love you." he pecked me softly

"i love you too harry" we kiss for a while and we cuddled under the covers on the bed. and we fell aslepp in each others arms.

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(harry and i texting)

harry: carter, can we talk about last night?

harry: i dont even know if your awake. carter i love you so much. can you come by the shop so that we can talk? if you can please do.

me: sorry i havent answered. i was in the shower :/

i really dont think he need to know that. i mean i guess i couldve just said i was busy. whatever. 

harry: so can you come to the shop, so we can talk?

me: yeah ill just start getting ready. see you later

harry: k...

i threw my phone on my bed and went to my closet. i started searching for my one band shirt that had twenty one pilots that lisbeth left at my house like 4 weeks ago, and some black skinny jeans. i put my hair in a messy bun at the top of my head. i put on perfume on and i grab my keys and i head out. i pick up my phone to text harry.

me: hey im on my way.

harry: ok see you then.

when i get to the shop i see harry . i get out the car and walk to him.

"hey."

"carter hey so about last night" i felt myself blush. but i felt like he was gonna say something bad, then i feel my blushing going away.

"mhm." was all i could say. i was scared out of my mind.

"did you have regrets about last night?" did those words really come out his mouth? FML!

"what the hell harry? fuck no! last night was...amazing. you took my..you know, and your asking me if i have regrets? and i let you take it. i think thats proof enough that i dont have regrets! HARRY...I LOVE YOU. IVE LOVED YOU SINCE 2ND GRADE. HOLY SHIT HARRY. I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE!" i felt his eyes on me while mine were looking down half the time. he sighed.

"oh thank the lord. you dont know how much those words mean to me right now" he said those words like if i was his mother telling him that he can have her kidneys and sell them for money. that made me question his look. o-o after that he crushes his lips against mine. i felt like his lips fitted perfectly with mine. his hands wrapped around my lower back and picked me up so i wrap my legs around his waist not breaking our makeout session. but i was mostly wondering about peoples look when they see us. an engineer. and a random girl sexually kissing. we need a room. but i just love the thought of jealous people (people who dont care).

"do you wanna go somewhere tonight?" he broke the fantasy kiss. tonight better be worth it ; u ; 0u0

"yes. wait, where?" i hope he doesnt say its a suprise. what if he does and we end up going to mcdonalds and im wearing a dress and heels. (lady gaga)