My Life

Hallway

I would always see him after homeroom in the hallway..i would just look at him and say hi.I dont know why but i would get nervous,(i would blush if i could lol).So ya i would always worry when he was out or was sick,i would always tell my friend stuff,she didnt like me talking bout him,she would always say it will never happen...and i knew that i didnt care i know it would hurt me more by still talking to my crush and stuff but its my choice,im trying to get over him.And i know i will suceed i just atleast want to be good friends with him thats all.Will now in the present time i really dont like him much,im deciding not to talk to 7th graders much anymore cause ugh why do i keep crushing on them.So i hope by doing that everything will stop cause its hurting me and breaking me,and also a friendship with a friend.And i guess that friendship with that friend will have to stop for reasons.So i hope tomorrow morning i resolve everything and omg lol i just have to let this out my crush is dyeing his hair blonde...sorry i dont know i am crazy,see what i mean i just ugh i need to fix myself badly.I guess this is turning out like a diary will if it is imma say how my day went Monday morning/afternoon...and how the whole friend,crush,problems went.