Our Life With One Direction

Chapter 18

Hey Party animals! Heres the next chapter :* okaaaay! Okaaaay! I know you guys aren't going to comment so im not even going to try with that ! d: So whatev's ~

-Ceci<3

Omg kay who saw This Is Is??? wasnt it awesome but I can't go into TOO deep details thx to someone -.- but i cried literally

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~Aly

Mia POV

"Niall please open the door." I said outside of his door pounding on it with the back of my fist while I sat in the hall staring at the wall in front of me. Niall had not come out of his room since the whole Adam thing and honestly I cant blame him im being the biggest pain on the world right now! After I finished my breakfast Adam want to hang out but I told that it would most likely be best if he didn't stay. He agured with me for the longest time but I told him it was the best idea and he finally gave up and left.

"Niall Please. Please. Please. Please. Please. Please!" I said pounding on the door even harder. I wasn't leaving until this door opens and Niall comes out and talks to me! And that's when I heard the door open I jumped up from the floor and ran up to him but he just walked past me and into the bathroom. At that moment I felt like cow poop I had done this I was such a horrible and that's when I ran out of the house down the street and went to the park. When I got there their were families enjoying each others company, couples sucking each others faces off as if there life depended on it and little children running around playing in the playground.

I ran to the emptiest part of the park I just needed to leave him alone he obviously doesn't want to be anywhere need me. Maybe we should just not be together, maybe this was all a bad idea, maybe he doesn't even want to look at me now that ive been such a horrible girlfriend! He deserves better way better than me!

I looked up at the sky does Niall hate me? Ugh! This is all my fault! I saw a teenage couple walking around holding hands and the girl kept laughing at whatever the boy said. They kinda reminded me of Harry and Hailey but you know before the whole break up fiasco happened. Hailey always laughing at Harry's jokes even when they aren't even funny. Wow me and my cousin seriously have relationship problems.

I got up and started to walk back home as I walked Niall was the only thing running inside my head. Then I remember seeing Niall's broken and angered face I cant keep putting him through that he deserves someone who wont ever let him have to express those emotions. As much as it pains me to say it I know what I have to do it is going to crush me but it must be done I have to let Niall be happy.

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I walked into the house and saw Niall sitting on the couch watching SpongeBob with a angered expression. I walk over to the couch and sat on the farthest side of the couch Niall looked at me for a moment then turned back to watch SpongeBob.

"Niall..." I started Niall faced me with no expression on his face as he waited for me to continue. "I think we need to break up....." When I said this I honestly thought I would see some type of sadness but no there was no sadness at all I was devastated.

"Oh thank goodness! You did it I was trying to figure out a way to tell you that but now I don't need too!" He said I was about to cry but I held the tears because I know that all I cause him is pain and he needs someone who only gives him happiness. I wish I was that girl.....

"Thanks buddy." He patted my back and I couldn't take it anymore I got up and ran to Niall's room to get my things I started to cry as hard as I could as I called for a taxi. The guy barely understood what I said but never the less he picked me up. As I was running out the door Niall called out "Thanks again Mia!" My chest hurt so much but it brighten because I knew I did the right thing by letting him go. When the driver drop me off at the hotel I gave him a tip because I felt bad he had to hear me cry the whole way there.