Kill Or Be Killed (H2OVANOSS)

chapter 35: the real world

"Staring at two different views on your window ledge"

Vanoss sat on his wooden chair and looked out of his window. A sigh escape his lips and stared at the sky. He found himself smiling looking at the sky. The color of the sky reminded him of a soldier he never knew was the world to him. "I hope that I can turn back the time to make it all alright for us"

"I promise to build a new world for us two with you in the middle"

Vanoss was loosing himself slowly. The reality crashing his hopes and dreams. He felt so devastated. He was pointing fingers cause he couldn't blame himself. He begun to blame his team and Logan for telling him to do what was 'best' for the team. He didn't realized how much he needed delirious. He understood him. He was the first one he ever told what had happened (him being the only one because Craig and Tyler where the ones that experience the catastrophe in canada with him).

To him it seemed like he lost the war. The commander was obviously beyond mad for letting delirious go. But that was the least of his problems. Vanoss cared less about what his father is telling him. He cares about how he lost delirious in a blink of an eye.

Logan walked inside the room and placed a hand on top of Evan's shoulders. "The bodies of the other soldiers arrived-"

"Burn them"

"Evan-"

"Not all the soldiers made it here, what makes this bodies any special?"

Logan glared at vanoss and he slammed his hand on the table. Vanoss flinched a little and looked up at Logan. "You've seen people die and suffer before, what makes him any special?"

"Using my own lines against me, huh?"

"He was dead inside already, all his family is gone"

Vanoss blinked a few times and realized that his mom died infront of him, they killed luke, ohm and Bryce and his sister was shot in the head. The dad. The dad was gone, who knows where that fucker went and now his used as a sex slave and a weapon.

"Hope" Vanoss said.

"What?" Logan asked.

"I have hope..."

Logan frowns and looks at evan right in the eye. "Hoping for what?"

"A miracle"

Logan shakes his head and kept a hard cold gaze. "When is that miracle gonna come? What should I hope for? I don't have nothing to lose, either then my life you should be thinking get of staying alive out there"

"Well, for starters, an attitude like your shitty ass isn't gonna help"

"Snap out of it evan, hope isn't real. That shit is for believers. There's no miracle on this world. You make your own decisions, your own mistakes, you have control on how your life is gonna go. We control everything, we make the world go round. Hope is just a word that has no meaning in the real world"

And with that Logan stands up correctly and walks out.

"His right. I can control my decisions, my life, my ways....there's no hope in the real world"

Evan rubs his face and sighs. "Hope is for believers"

-

"Bring me my son! His gonna stay at the northwest of South America"

Roy nods his head and heads towards the room jonathan was in. Roy opens the room door and walks in. "Hey! Jonathan!"

A small hum was heard and Roy shivered. "Show yourself"

The sound of chains dragging on the ground where heard. Soon enough Roy saw Jonathan's pale feet. "Show the rest of yourself" Roy snapped. Soon enough Roy could see his hole face.

Roy stepped back and gasped. His eyes were wide open and he had his mouth open slightly.

"Jesus....what happened?"

His left side was all bruised up. A big dark purple mark on his pale skin. Blood dripping down. His body was covered in a crimson color.

"It was vanoss and cartoonz again"

Roy inhaled sharply and closed his mouth.

He wanted to tell the boy who he really is and who does guys are but, the fear always gets him. He didn't want to end up like that. Hell, even worse.

"Can you walk?"

"A little"

"Come here kid. Let me help you"