Hey guys I know I haven't updated in a few day but these past few day has been a roller coaster......Austin broke up with me tonight 30 mins ago actually. It hurts really bad and I don't know what to do. He doesn't ever want to talk to me anymore. I won't disrespect his wishes. I really won't but it just hurts so much having someone you love and thought that loved you say that they don't love you anymore. It hurts. It feels like someone is ripping your heart out. Like you can't breathe anymore it hurts and I hope you guys have never gone through that and never will.
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Part one
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part two...... Yeah I sent him this and man it hurts so much right now. And writing this is just putting salt in the wound. But this book or thing is like a vent for me. Yeah. I'm crying like a little bitch right now.
He's probably not even worth it.
Trust me his worth this heart ache. He's helped me through a lot of things like my smoking, drinking and cutting problem.
Why would you do any of that?
Cause my dear child it's one way I can escape from reality. I'm not encouraging you to do it so if you get caught by your parents don't blame me. I'm just hurt that he actually said to my face he doesn't love me anymore. It hurts.
I can't do it. This is it for now. Bye
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