Me; Unedited and Real •Advice, And Rants•

I wish I thought different

I am a beautiful person...

So why I am still sooooo lost?

Well than again that's only what people tell me, so how should I know?

When adults you know they say that because it isn't like they can just say what an ugly bitch! But still, why lie?

I dunno maybe it's just easier...

I guess so just like it's easier to say I'm fine than I'm a broken fucking mess, and I feel like shit. My Self esteem is lower than 0% for God's sake its in the fucking negatives! Negative 100 thousands that is...

But whatever who cares about me anyways?

Nobody that's who. I mean people pretend but that's only natural. I want something real! Not that I'll be seeing anything like that in my future...

But like I said whatever because the only person that cares about me is me.

And sometimes I don't even care so it might as well be nobody.... ∞