Black is all I see,
Dark and alone and I wish I could be
What I could have been,
Could've achieved,
But I'm scared
Of what they'll say.
I'm scared
Of what I'll become.
So I stop and I close my
Eyes,
Hoping that maybe I can just transcend
Past the ropes that bind me,
The things that blind me-
I've got a stigmatism in my
Mind
And now I can't see straight.
I try my best to find a pair of glasses to help,
But I can't find a doctor that will adhere to my prescription.
I accept my blindness and use
My mouth
Instead,
Spitting out words,
Verses, curses,
A prayer to anyone who will listen
That someone will
Relate,
Rate,
Even just hate me, god damnit,
Because that's the only way people will actually pay attention to me.
Wish I could just
Stop, drop, and roll
Away from these problems,
Maybe the things I've known since my childhood will save me in the end.
All the grown-ups telling me,
"Stay positive, Stay happy, Stay alive"
ITS NOT WORKING.
save me save me save me
From this hell I've created for myself,
please.
YOU ARE READING
English Notebooks
Poetrya place for me to put all my poems, slam poems, original song lyrics, etc. IMPORTANT: dont read if i know u irl thanks
