English Notebooks

voic

TW// general self hatred and talking abt a voice in ur head (ig??)

'she' is supposed to be the embodiment of like the voice in ur head that always brings u down. v v similar to/based off of blurryface. if u dont know what that is go listen to twenty one pilots + watch a few interviews where they talk abt him to understand.

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Maybe the reason I started listening to the demons in my head was because I couldn't stand the sound of my own voice.

Maybe because I was so glad that there was finally someone other than myself to talk to.

her voice was so much more inviting, so much easier to deal with than my own. Always there to remind me when I struggle to make conversation or try to come out of my shell that it'd be better to just stop.

And even though she's mean to me sometimes, she's got the best intentions. Why else would she remind me when I look like a fool or forget that I'm worthless?

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Maybe she needs a second chance

I didn't mean to kick her out

Hopefully she'll understand.

Is my head safe for her anymore?

Is she safe for my head anymore?

I don't know.