Ladylike

Ladylike [CHAPTER 1 - Secrets]

Hello there:] Here's the first chapter of my story! To fully understand it you HAVE to read the Intro FIRST. MAKE SURE YOU DO THAT!! Thanks:] I hope you like it. I'm only 13 so im sorry if i fail at making it interesting and worth reading but i do try my best. please tell me what u think after reading:] btw in my opinion the first chapter is MUCH better than the intro. so if u hav to read this part after going and reading the intro right now, PLEASE know that it gets better!!:] That's all! Enjoy:D

MarvelouslyRainbow

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The next day I was still thinking about that girl. The jealously of her beauty made me want to tear her down lower than she already was. I couldn’t stop the feeling. In my mind I was going through ways to do so. I thought about something I saw in a music video once where a girl came to school one day, and people had put nametags that said, “Hello, my name is FAG,” and things like that. But just the thought of something THAT cruel make me feel sick.

My Uncle Riley is gay and I’ve never met a kinder person in all my life. I tried my best to put away the feelings of jealousy and such cruelty. I don’t ever want to hurt people, but at my school that’s how you get by.

You're either the haters, or the hated and I’m not going back to being the hated. Not again. I barely know this girl, I’m not even sure of her name. How can I feel such hate for her? I thought about these things over and over until I couldn’t stay awake anymore and I drifted into sleep.

*The next morning*

I woke up and knew something was slightly wrong. I gasped and looked over at my clock. It was almost 7:40! I have to be at school in 20 minutes! I pretty much flew out of bed. I looked in the mirror at my knotted hair. I sighed in frustration trying to brush through the tangled mess.

“Dad!” I called from my bedroom. “I need a ride to school, I slept in!”

“I know, I realized that when you didn’t get out of bed! It’s fine, just move fast!” he replied.

My dad always lets me sleep, even when I have school. He says that teenagers need more sleep than infants. I doubt it, but its still nice of him.

I finished getting ready in about 15 minutes. I’m almost positive that’s a new record for me.

I walked out of my room to the front door, where dad was standing.

“Ready?” he asked.

“Ready. Let’s go, school starts in 5 minutes!”

Without saying a word he hurried out of the door and started pulling out of the driveway before I could even put my seatbelt on. My school is about a minimum of 10 minutes from my house, however with the way my dad was driving, we were there in 7. Still late.

“Bye, Dad,” I said getting out of the car.

“Bye, Madden. See you at home,” he said as I shut the car door.

I groaned. I hate it when he calls me Madden. I’m constantly reminding him to call me MJ, but he forgets almost every time.

I ran up the steps and through the double doors and saw the hallways were already empty, except for the navy blue lockers lined on both sides of the hallway, and some trash and papers on the floor. I went to my locker, and grabbed my books for first period. I slammed my locker door shut, and doing so dropped my books, which went all over the floor.

“Shit,” I whispered.

“Hey, watch the language!” I heard someone say behind me. I was almost positive it was a teacher, but to my surprise when I turned around, it was that one girl…Gosh, what is her name?