Ladylike

Ladylike [CHAPTER 2 - Perfect]

Hello there!:] SO here's the second chapter! Uploaded it later than I thought I would, so sorry about that. ALSO, for anyone reading this, I'm trying to get a new good cover for my story. So far, none have been exactly what I'm looking for. But i'll fave anyone who makes one, even if its not chosen, and for the person that DOES get chosen, i'll vote and comment on one of your works, and do a dedication. Anyway, thanks so much for reading! ENJOY(:

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MJ’s POV

After I left Jane’s house my thoughts wouldn’t stop racing. I was angry with myself for thinking I like her. I’m NOT a lesbian. I was also kind of happy because I had found someone that I MIGHT like. I haven’t ever really been attracted romantically toward any guys, but that’s probably just because I haven’t found the right one. I was so confused with all the feelings whirling in my mind and it made me dizzy. I turned on the TV without really watching it. I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I finally realized television wasn’t going to work, and I decided if I can’t get her off my mind, why fight it?

I picked up my cell off my desk and took the piece of paper with Jane’s number on it and put it into my phone. Then I went to send her a text and my mind went blank. I would feel stupid just putting ‘Hey’ or ‘What’s up?’. I could ask her something about school, I guess.

I couldn’t think of anything else so I typed in ‘Hi Jane. It’s MJ. I was just wondering, do you think sometime you could help me with my math homework? I don’t know how good YOU are at it but I suck LOL.”

Not even 2 seconds after I hit the send button, I regretted sending her something that lame. No, wait. Why do I care so bad what she thinks of me? She’s at the bottom, I’m at the top. We shouldn’t even be talking! Oh God, why did I even skip school with her today?! And that moment where I almost kissed her, I can’t believe I even thought about that! At least I stopped myself and made it seem like nothing. I don’t want to lead her on, if she even likes me. I’m straight!

Just then, my phone made a beep sound and I looked. It was Jane. Her message said “Hey MJ:) Yeah, I suck at math too, but still 2 is better than 1!:) Maybe together we could figure out the easy stuff haha.”

I smiled at her text. Why do I want to reply so badly!? I couldn’t help it. I hit the reply button.

We talked for over an hour and she sent me a text that said “so…what’s your full name???”

I wasn’t sure I wanted to tell her that. I’ve never told anyone my FULL name. I don’t like it. It’s bad enough with some people calling me Madden. I guess if anyone, she’s the person I can trust to keep it a secret. I hope more than anything though that she doesn’t think it sounds stupid, and I have no idea why! I shouldn’t care so much what someone like her thinks of me.

Jane’s POV

MJ’s real name was so pretty. I don’t know why she asked me to keep it a secret. I was expecting something like Mary Jane, not Madden-Jaide. Her full now sounds just a little weird but interesting. I kept saying her name over and over in my head. Madden-Jaide Preston Hanley.

We were texting for almost 2 hours straight. I really like her. She’s so interesting, and when she’s not trying to act perfect, she’s like no other. All I want now is for her to figure out her sexuality. If she IS a lesbian, nothing in this world is going to stop me from trying to be with her. But, if she’s straight at least I’ll know for sure and I can learn to move on.