Why Did This Happen,why To Me ?

part one

Alex POV
I always went into trances and would not come out of them for hours. When I went into them I could see myself killing people, I always feared them, Finally the fear got the best of me. Sometimes I was able to get out of them,that is if the fear grew to strong ,often I was able to but this one trance was the first one ...there was something weird about it that made me feel uncomfortable. It was this one trance where I finally saw my family. With every flash of lightning was another one gone. The thunder drowned out the screams. Finally my fear had grown to much and I was able to get out ,but why after ,why was it after my family died was it meant to be? As I woke up I felt warmth,not like a blanket warmth no this was more of a water warmth. When I finally woke up completely out of my trance I wished I was back in it. What I saw could not be true ,no just a simple trick of the eyes ,right? Maybe not , but why now,why my family ,I had so many questions about it. Maybe it was my family's growing anger towards me, maybe I finally had enough. Maybe someone was controlling me I had to figure out but first I had to go get that blood off of me it smelled so terrible so I went up stairs with the bloody knife and *BAM* "What was that?" I asked myself.

Okay sorry it was so short but I need to come up with a name for you guys

Alright Superman out