Chapter 7: What The Fuck Vinny!?

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Chapter 7: What The Fuck Vinny!?

Chapter song: You And I by Pvris

Ren's POV

Friday finally! I was home putting my stuff together waiting for someone to pick me up. It wasn't long before Ghost showed up. I smiled because he is amazing. I grabbed my bag and went to the door. Right as he rang the door bell I opened the door. He had a really confused look on his face, which made me laugh. I opened it further and let him come in. My mom was at the top of the stairs waiting for Ghost to come upstairs. He of course went upstairs while I waited out front on the porch for them.

I had a feeling my mom was going to tell him about the "suicide watch" that I'm on. As in, tell them to watch me when no one in my family does. I'll be shocked if they do watch me. Because while I'm not supposed to be alone at all, I usually am. This was started on Wednesday this week because I told my mom I was suicidal, then they didn't watch me and then I did try to commit suicide, but obviously failed. Yay. So she called and told Chris and them but she was just reminding Ghost. I guess so they don't forget. Gee thanks mom just what I wanted! My idols knowing about my problems! Note all of the fucking sarcasm!

Ghost came outside and I said my goodbyes and I love yous to my mom and stepdad. We went to the car and I got in the passenger side while he got in the drivers side. He started up the car and the drive began. It isn't that long but it is when it is awkward... Yeah.. it's hella awkward at the moment. Once we got to a red light a little over half way I got a phone call from a number that I didn't recognize. 

Random person = R, Ren = r

r: Hello?

R: Hey, it's Ricky. 

r: Ohhhhhh, hi?

R: Me and the guys won't be home from the store for another ten minutes. So if we aren't there when you get there don't freak. We'll see you soon, we missed you Ren.

r: Okay, missed you guys too. See you soon. Bye.

R: Bye.

With that I hung my phone up and we were already there. Um damn I think I was wrong on the time thing, or maybe traffic was better. Fuck I don't know. Ghost and I got out of the car and went inside. I went up to my room to put my stuff in and Ghost followed. I went to get a drink, and Ghost followed. Everything I did, Ghost followed. It was beginning to get insanely creepy. 

"Ghost, can you please stop following me like a lost puppy?" I ask with a hint of irritation in my voice.

"I can't." He replies. 

I groan loudly. "Why not?" 

"Because your mom told us that you aren't aloud to be alone at all." He has  a hint of worry in his voice. 

I cock an eyebrow. "What about when I need to use the bathroom, or shower?" He has a look of confusion before realization strikes him. 

"Oh um uh," He was all flustered and it was adorable because you could see a hint of red on his white face. "I don't really know.... we'll have Ryan or Balz have their girlfriends come over and spend the weekend with us." 

While I really want to meet them... Not in this circumstance. "Okay... what about when I'm sleeping?" I question, practically grasping for straws. 

"One of us will sleep in your room with you." Damn do they have the answer to everything!? 

I was about to say something else when I heard the slam of a door. I squeaked and jumped slightly, but then remembered it was just the guys. I breathed a sigh of relief and just sat on the couch since we were already in the living room. I just played a game on my phone and listened to the music blasting through my headphones. I don't want to be social because I knew that they were going to talk to me about that and I didn't want to. 

I was buried in my phone when suddenly there was loud yelling. I took out my headphones and looked up alarmed to see Chris and Vinny arguing. I wasn't a fan of Vinny since last weekend... I coughed and caught no ones attention. I decided to pipe up to see what was going on.

"Guys, what's going on? Why are Vinny and Chris at each others throats?" I question cautiously.

"Vinny was saying you were being a little fucking emo craving attention!" Chris shouted. I looked wide eyed at them all. 

"Just let him go." I mumbled. "Let Vinny go." I didn't care what he said. At least I pretended not to care. I should be used to it. 

"You're kidding me!" Ryan yells. 

I look at him with a dead expression. "He didn't do anything wrong. Just shared his opinion. Though I wish he'd open his mind before his mouth, he didn't and I won't let what he said go to my head. You guys should ignore him too. Don't give a child attention when that's all they want. This is clearly what Vinny wants if he is saying stuff like this." They stared at me with jaws on the floor.

They didn't respond. Only let go of Vinny and Chris. I hugged everyone, aside from Vinny, and began going upstairs. One of the guys followed me and I didn't care who. I was going to lay down, if they wanted to be creepy and watch me think, whatever. Fine by me. I got to my room and opened the door. I walked to my bed and thumped down. I was laying on my back so I looked at the door to see Ricky standing in the doorway. 

"You going to be the one stalking me? K cool. I'm just sleeping so it won't be fun for you." I gave him the same warning I'd have given anyone else. 

"No, we're gonna talk. I'm worried about you, we all are. I want to know what happened. Every detail." He looks so serious.

I ignored him and lied down. I know bitch move, but I didn't want to talk. I closed my eyes, ignoring Ricky's protest. Soon sleep took me over. Followed by my usual nightmares. They repeated, all of them. Over and over. Until pure black was all that was in my thoughts.

Hey guys! I finally updated, WOOOOOOO! Haha sorry guys I was out of state visiting family and I finally got home last night and I passed the fuck out! But my update is here now! Comment and vote and let me know what you think! It's kinda confusing I know but I was half asleep when I wrote the first half and it makes sense to me XD Anywhore! I love you guys! Be safe and stay strong <3































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