Chapter 6: A week of Pure Hell - Part 1 A Days

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Chapter 6: A week of Pure Hell - Part 1 A Days

Chapter song: Better Off Dead by Sleeping With Sirens

Ren's POV

I awoke to the sound of the blaring alarm clock. Groaning, I got up and turned the thing off. I sat up in my bed and rubbed my eyes. I kept my hands on my face for a moment and sighed. I took my hands and placed them on my bed. I pushed on the bed to give myself momentum to get up. Once I was up I walked to my light and turned it on. The bright light practically blinding me. If I wasn't awake before, I was now. 

Another Monday in a day of Hell- I mean school. Yeah... school is totally what I meant. I walk to my closet and grab out an outfit. I didn't even look at what I grabbed until I was putting it on. A green day shirt, black skinny jeans, a studded belt, and my black and white vans. Hmm my subconscious has great taste. Well.. now that I'm dressed I have to actually become human. As in, not look like I just rolled out of bed. 

I walk to the bathroom that I used to share with my brother, but is now just mine (cue mini victory dance) finally.  I plugged in my flat iron and grabbed my makeup bag. I did smokey eyeshadow, and winged eyeliner. Then I put some eyeliner on my waterline and threw on some mascara. I filled in my eyebrows and bam! I was done with my makeup and it only took me fifteen minutes. I go to touch the flat iron to see if it was hot or not and I can safely say, it was hot. Yeah, I'm gonna need a band-aid. Great. 

I quickly flat ironed my platinum blonde hair with black tips. It's naturally wavey and ends at my collar bones but when I straighten it, it gets a little longer. In fact I'd say that it ends right before my breasts when straightened. But straightening it only takes about fifteen minutes. Now, I'm all ready. Ready to go to school. Yay. Note all of the sarcasm. 

I left the bathroom and went down to the kitchen where my mom was making my little brothers oatmeal. Yuck, I'll pass. "Morning mom." I say kindly as I grab my bag. 

"Morning sweetheart. Want some breakfast?" She asked sweetly. 

"I'm good. I'm gonna miss the bus so I gotta go. Bye maaaaaam." I reply quickly as I grab my key and kiss her cheek. 

I ran out the door and walked to the bus stop since it was fairly close. Once I got there I put my headphones in and began playing some Bring Me The Horizon because they released a new song and I love it. Other kids began to show up at the bus stop and before I knew it the bus itself showed up. I got on and sat at my normal spot while blasting my music. 

Thanks to music the ride was really short. Thank God. I hopped out of the car and went to my first class. English. I sat by these two girls who were really good friends and were nice but we didn't talk a lot due to my awful social skills. Still not a horrible class except this one group who always makes faces at me. Thank you for making me uncomfortable. Leaving the class wasn't bad but the hallways are hell seeing as I always get weird looks and people try to trip me.

Then I went to my clothing class which was pretty fun except this rude chick who always is giving me looks. Yes I get it, you don't like me I don't need you to make it that obvious. Then there are these guys who are so loud and just annoy me and I don't know how to explain it. They don't listen to the teacher and they talk back. That's the best way I can explain it.

 After traveling through the halls again I got to my third period class. Fuck everyone hates me in this class because I'm not all girly. The teacher even hates me. She'll make goth and emo comments and look directly at me. Maybe I can be invisible today? Yeah, no such luck I got rude comments from all of the above. So that class made me down. Right before lunch too, where I sit all alone. Yippee. Music filled and lonely. The usual.

Now I'm in my last class, drama. I love drama and everything, just not the students. They aren't nice and this one guy always looks at me like he hates me. Like, I'm sorry I'm not the best actor but please don't look at me like that. But that's the basics with this class. Nothing to big here. Just have to do what the teacher says and live through the day. Sounds like a plan to me.

And the part I was dreading most, after school. I always have issues after school people push me and trip me and the occasional times I'll get beat up. Today was one of those days. Let's just say I'm going to have some bruised ribs and a very sore lip tomorrow. Just what I need. But today is over, and I'm on the bus home where nothing bad happens. Except maybe me getting a headache when I don't have headphones. Luckily, today I have my babies. 

Once I got home I yelled to my mom that I was home and that I was going to my room to listen to music and to write. When in all actuality I was going to listen to music but I was going to think. About school, life, Chris, Ricky, myself... Yeah and now I'm in a dark place. Fuck. Well... I'll just curl up in a ball, cry and hopefully get some sleep. Yeah, like that'll happen. 

This is how all my A days are. Sadly B days are even worse. But that's a story for tomorrow..


Hey guys! Yes I finally updated and don't be too sad that it's shitty! I'm going into the season of finals here so lots and lots of studying. Plus I'm studying for my learners permit test so that's happening! I'm also dealing with some depression and a lot of stress so please understand if I don't update. All of my stories that I don't plan to update until this one and A Twisted Fate are over, are on hold. So if I update those it's probably an edit but you can check it out anyways. I love you guys! Be safe and stay strong <3


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