Stuck in the middle

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So before you all lose your shit

YES I JUST QUOTED DISNEY DEAL WITH IT

So technically I'm not the actual middle child. 3 older siblings, 1 younger. But the 2 oldest moved out and I'm the middle of the 3 left, so I'm the middle.

First off, being the middle child sucks, and yet is the best damn thing ever.

It sucks because people tend to not pay enough attention to you, and in my case, that turned into depression. BAD depression. Ya, people say "oh well then you can get away with a lot more stuff without getting noticed" ya well you also have to deal with guilt if you have a conscience (which I do unfortunately) and that sucks.

Although, being the middle child also means that you get set with more trust. I am the only one of me and y older and younger brothers allowed to stay home alone. I am the only one allowed to go on a walk by myself without telling anyone. I am the only one with a phone. I am the only one that is trusted to go to a friends house and not have all the concerns of "what if they do drugs or crap like that". But that's not "the life" you see.

Sometimes I think I'm bipolar because I go back and forth at least 18,000 times a day (not an overexaggeration) between wanting to be noticed by my parents and wanting them to fuck off.

So I guess what I'm trying to say is, being the middle child is not the best life. It's not the worst life. It's just... Life.

And I don't like mine.

Love y'all my Brussels broccoli assassin sprouts!!!

*deep voice* RACHEL IS OUT PEACE

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