Lost

Hi, my name is Bella. A lot of people underestimate me. They always think I'm happy. They are wrong, dead wrong. I've never been the type of girl that fit in. I would get bullied a lot in elementary. But then I found the right friends that helped me through everything. 7th grade came along and innocent Bella was no longer existing.

I changed everything that summer. My looks, personality, & style. That helped me get popular.

During 7th grade I met a boy named Harry Styles. Yes, the one from One Direction. He hasn't changed a bit. He's still the man whore.

Harry never liked me. It was just a little game to him. Although he was faking all of it, I still felt that connection with him like it was meant to be. We acted like best friends, we took those cute photos, we laughed endlessly. I was only truly happy when I was with him. After he broke up with me the bullying started once again.

I was no longer popular and only limited with a few friends. The bullying would get worse as I grew older and now all Harry & I have are memories. Nothing more nothing less. Now I'm in 12th grade & I haven't sen Harry in a year. It's sad to say he's coming to Holmes chapel to do a concert tomorrow. Somebody please kill me.