f word / rape / anorexia nervosa / self harm / suicide tw
dan: she took me into her room and told me she wanted me to put on this shirt that i would be wearing to this dinner party. she watched me take my shirt off and i was really paranoid because of . . reasons and she could only see my back. lets just say she saw some marks on the hip and turned me around and looked me down. she saw everything phil. she saw my ribs, my scars, she saw fucking everything. she called me a faggot and she started hitting me and she pushed me down and she ripped my pants off and oh god phil it was the worst moment of my life. the look in her eyes as she stared my body down...it was disgusting. she looked like a wolf ready to eat his sheep. it was so fucking terrifying. she ripped my boxers off and she took some rope in her drawer and she tied me to the bed and in that moment i wanted to die phil. even more than i already do. i'm so fucking suicidal phil. the rope that was in her drawer? it was in mine first. i was going to use it to hang myself. she gagged me with tape and oh fuck
dan: the next morning she pretended nothing happened, but she still has that hungry look in her eyes phil. i'm so fucking terrified.
phil: You're coming with me. i'm getting you in a few hours.
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sad face // phan
Fanfictioncomplete phil: you okay dan? dan: ;( will go through severe editing and plot changing in late january--early febuary
