Overseas ( Lesbian Story)

Fifteen

Michelle

I cannot believe this girl. Moving back to my room I ran into my mom in the hall.

"What was all that about?" She said, genuinely confused. "Nothing ma. Sister arguments." It was far from that but my mom doesn't know about Mickey and I.

"Oh, well baby come with me I have to tell you something." She took my hand and led me to the inside of my room and sat on my bed.

"Was Mickey in here?" Her head shot up peeking around.

"No, why?" My heart started beating fast if my mom knows I'm fucking with a girl she may kill me. She acts like it's all cool for Mickey, but if her own flesh and blood daughter--gay-- my mother would have a heart attack.

"It smells like her cologne over here."

"Oh. Yeah well before she left she was looking for her shirt."

"Why would her shirt be in here?"

Bruh I swear if my mom ask another damn question.

"I had wore it the other day to school, but what was it you had to talk to me about?" I tried changing the subject.

"Well, now it's going to be twice as hard telling you this considering the fact that the two of you have grown closer..." My mom started, fear what she could possibly say next my heart nearly jumped out of my chest.

"This whole thing with Mickie and get her dad isn't really working out like we thought it would." My mom sighed like it really hurt her to say this.

"Her and her father are moving back to London. He's going to end his contract working here."

Before she could really finish, I started to cry. Everything hit me all at once.

I wouldn't be able to get her back. I messed everything up and I can't make it up to her.

"I'm so sorry babygirl. I'll leave you to yourself so you can have your time." And with that she left me in my room.

I fucked up so bad. Being selfish killed Mickie and I can't fix anything.

Mickey

Amour and I were in Coach at the outlet mall when my dad called me.

"Hey, Papa." I answered, while Amour was looking at some handbags.

"Mic, things aren't going so well with Michelle's mom. We've tried to make it work and we've talked about it since last week. I'm going to leave the house to them, I ended my contract here in America. So, we should be leaving for London late tonight. I know it's such short notice but, it's time for us to go." My dad sounded really upset, I know he is too because he really was in love. But sometimes it just don't work out how you want it.

If I hadn't moved around so much before, I probably wouldn't be so numb to it now. But I know Michelle and Amour is going to take it bad.

"Will I need to bring my clothes?" I have to ask now because sometimes we just leave my clothes behind and have them donated or something.

"Take a suitcase full. So say your goodbyes hunny. I love you see you later tonight."

We both hung up and right beside me was Amour. "Bring clothes where?"

I took a deep sigh and told her. "My dad just called and told me we have to leave to go back to London tomorrow."

Her whole expression changed. "What the fuck do you mean leaving tomorrow? You just gonna come back in my life to leave me again? Really."

This is where I started to feel bad I know that she missed me and I missed her too but I can't stop my father.

"Amour if I had a choice I wouldn't leave you know how my dad is. I'm damn near grown so when I move out the house you never know."

Amour just grabbed me while she began to sniffle. "Don't forget about me ok?" She asked with her face still tucked tight into my shirt. "I promise I could never forget you."

...

As the day progressed into the night, I took Amours family to a really special dinner then went home. My dad was already packed.

"Are you ready?" His voice heavy carrying that certain masculinity that he always had.

"No Papa I have to pack my bag and I'll be on my way back." He nodded dismissing me.

Packing my suitcase I heard Michelle burst through my door. "Mickey! Please don't go. " She said as I zipped up my bag and started exiting the room.

"It's not my decision. I have to go." I was still a little aggravated with her but I was leaving so I fed into her a bit.

"Stop please tell him to let you stay!" Michelle grabbed my arm, tears in her eyes. "I love you, Mic." She continued.

Pulling my arm away from her I spoke, " No you love you, you put yourself in positions where your happiness will not be at stake. So, you don't love me; you love my presence and my comfort. Because you couldn't fully have Ole Boy he was to busy doing his own thing. Love is what love does baby girl."

I didn't speak angrily, I kissed her on her salty cheek wet from tears and exited the room.

Once down stairs I hugged my ex soon to be step mom and left with my Father.

...

To be honest all this was happening fast, I barely had anytime to really process why the fuck we were leaving exactly.

I tried to kick the thought away. Then I thought about Amour and her beautiful family. I'm not sure what I wanted from her but old feelings were there and I will never lose them.

Michelle seemed upset when I left but, she really has to mature as a person before she's with anyone. I really cared about her but everything happens for a reason I guess.

Maybe one day, I'll come back. Maybe one day I truly will fall in love with someone who truly love me too.

But till then, I'll wait.