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Michelle...

   " Why the fuck would I rape you Mickey when ion even like girls! The fuck you creep into my bed for?" I couldn't feel anymore disgusted. "I don't remember doing that. Last thing I remembered was me laying down and you crawling on top of me. That's it I swear!" Mickey quickly covered herself with a towel that was on the floor. I looked at her dead in the eyes. She was telling the truth. "Whatever as long as we don't make anything more awkward than it already is." I spoke up rolling up in my blanket. But a quick thought popped in my head.

   I wonder how it felt. "How what felt?" I realized that I spoke out loud, and that I wanted to remember how it felt.

  "To be with a girl...you know like kiss one." I held my head down, feeling a little shameful. I heard her footsteps trail towards me and soon my heart began to pound. She placed her fingers on my chin tilting my head up. And then I thought AWKWARD! AWKWARD! AWKWARD! But I let her continue, through my curiosity.

  She parted my lips with her own, right before her lips held mine...For a second I looked her in her eyes... But that only leads to trouble so I closed my eyelids shut. Just, lawwdd her lips felt so good. I found myself wrapping my hands on her neck, pulling her down on the bed. Mickey hovered over me while tugging in my now moistened bottom lip. Mistakingly I released a slight breathy moan in her mouth. She smiled only temporarily breaking our intamate kiss.

   Good god lord in heaven knows I want this girl to keep kissing me but this was moving quickly. Plus I'm not going to cheat on Malik twice in less than 24 hours. ........... "OH SHIT! MALIK!" I announced while pushing Mickey off of me.

    She wiped her lips, then rolled her eyes. "Dang girl he must have you sprung..."she spoke after she sat on my bed.  "I'm in love with him, so of course he does." I responded, sitting up. Mickey just chuckled. "What?" I insisted she tell me what she thought was so damn funny. "You aren't in love with him... You may love him but I'm not so sure about the in love shit.And.. You don't even have to feel bad about it because he doesn't love you either." She said slightly pissing me off again. "What makes you say that?" Irritation clearly in my voice. "I've seen the pictures of you and him all around the house... And I can tell the older ones from the new ones because one; he doesn't hold you like he used to and you know it. When a guy or a stud wants you they hold you by your waist... They.. In this case men will always try to touch you seeing how low you let him get without getting cursed out. All of the resent pictures you two have, he's holding you way above your waist. Even more so when you guys kiss his eyes are wide open." Mickey spoke like the fact that him not loving me effected her too. "He doesn't love you.. And that not picking you up shit is uncalled for. He's cheating. When you no longer catch your man attention someone else has it. And you'll know by how much time he spend with you... But do what you please... I'm just tired of hearing about it." She finished..

   "What if I dated a girl?..... would the same rules apply ?"I asked growing interested. "It depends... If it's a Femme, she's going to tell you up front when you need to step ya game up. Or she'll just slowly lose interest, and tell you. But when she wants you... She will play hard to get." She said then she winked at me. I just smirked. "And a stud?" I spoke up. "If a stud wants you they have no problem chasing you. But we like to cop feels just as much as a guy does so we'll hold your waist, we'll ask for hugs like 'oh... so I can't get no hug...'  We are clear with what or who we want. But when we done... That's it. But we won't tell you till you find us doing something we aren't supposed to or if you come up to them first. You gotta watch thoo all studs ain't like that. Me I'm different I will let you know when I'm losing feelings for you.But when I'm falling for you...lord I'll be your best friend your rider.. And your thugga, shit I'll even be your cinnamon apple..I'll hold you all the time I'll stay kissing you... I'll tell you how much you mean to me every day of the week.. But hey that's just me...." Mickey shrugged, before walking over to the bathroom, to take a shower.

   For a second I just thought. Because what she said was right he never holds me like he used to... And Malik and I are moving closer and closer to our breaking point in this  relationship. Ughhhhh dammie why this girl gotta put me in my feelings. First that bomb ass kiss now this... Lowkey I might be liking ole girl... But I won't admit it to her...

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Short cause I'm sleepy and I have other updates to do but yeaahh

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Fact:  ima a dreadhead 15-16 inches long.

Opinion: I feel that no matter the relationship there should be no gender roles...we both grind, we both put food on the table, we both strive..

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