Tulisa my mum ( hidding a secret )

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a few days later tulisa and little demi were allowed home and jade couldn't wait

Jade " im so happy that you are both home and I cant wait to help you to look after her mum . im going to try and be a good big sister for her "

tulisa " aww im glad to hear that jade , she will need you to teach her what it right and wrong and she will need a role model and you will be a great one "

jade " mum im not a role model but thanks anyway , and I will help you with everything "

tulisa " thanks jade , and I will need you to change her please , you will need to get used to it when you have your little one "

jade " don't remind me , im so scared I can look after my little sister but I don't know how I will look after my own "

tulisa "  you will have me to help you and you will be fine "

tulisa handed demi over to jade so she could change her

after jade changed her , she went on to her secret account

tulisa " jade get off your phone and help me please , I need to make dinner but I need you to look after demi and what are you doing on your phone anyway ? "

jade " ok mum ill look after demi and nothing just talking to some friends about demi and that "

tulisa " okay jade "

as the weeks went on tulisa paid less attention to jade and a lot more to demi and jade felt like she was loosing her mum and that she couldn't talk to her anymore , jade spent more and more time on her secret account because people on their understood her and she felt like that was the only place she belong and jade had also started cutting again but this time it was easier to hide it form her mum because her mum was too busy with demi

* a few months later *

demi was growing up so fast and tulisa and jade relationship was getting worse they barley spoke to each other and jade really missed her mum , jade was only a few months from her due date

jade " AAAAHHHHH MUM HELP "

tulisa " what is it jade ? "

jade " its my stomach it really really hurts I think its the baby "

tulisa " ok jade stay calm ill take you to the hospital . you go to the car and ill get demi ready quickly "

jade " ok mum "

jade sat in the car and waited for what seemed like a life time tulisa finally came

jade " mum im really scared , its too early for the baby to come "

tulisa " don't worry jade the doctors will take good care of you "

jade was finally at the hospital and the doctors were taking care of her , tulisa waited outside with demi because she didn't want demi to start crying with all the screaming

jade really wanted her mum in the room with her she was so scared but tulisa stayed outside. the doctors did there test and jade was much better now , the pain had gone , the doctor had news for her

doctor " miss contostavlos would you like your mum in here to hear the news as well ? "

jade " no thank you "

doctor " ok , well im very sorry its not good news , you have lost the baby "

jade was shocked and didn't know what to say she just started crying

doctor " would you like me to get your mum  ? "

jade " no thank you , when can I go home ? "

tulisa walked in to see how jade was

tulisa " how are you jade and what did the doctor say ? "

jade " like you care and I've lost the baby "

tulisa " of course I care jade , why would you say that ? and im so sorry jade "

tulisa gave jade a hug

tulisa " when can you come home ? "

jade " in a few hours "

tulisa " well when we get home you take it easy and ill take care of you "

jade " bit late now "

tulisa " when we get home we need a talk about your attitude

jade " uch if we have too "

a few hours later jade was allowed home and she wasn't  looking forward to the chat with her mum

they were now home

tulisa " sit down jade and we need to talk "

jade " alright jeeze keep you wig on "

tulisa " don't you dare talk to me like that , what's happened to you , your not the jade I used to know "

jade " yeah well maybe if you took more notice of me you would realise that ice needed you too its not just demi "

demi started crying , tulisa went to see if she was ok

tulisa " ill be back in a minute and we can carry on this chat "

jade hated this chats and wanted to go to her room but she couldn't move on her own she was in  too much pain