Tulisa my mum ( hidding a secret )

chapter 8

tulisa was back from sorting to jade

tulisa " right then jade , what has gotten into you "

jade " nothing ok im just tired and in pain , just leave me alone okay , I don't need you having a go at me "

tulisa " jade your my daughter don't you dare talk to me like that , and there is something just tell me what it it please "

jade " ill talk to you anyway I like its not like you care anyway your too busy with demi  and I said im just in pain "

tulisa " I don't like your attitude . and are you angry because I spend more attention on demi than you ? Demi is a baby she needs a lot of attention but as she gets older it will get easier "

jade " well sorry but I cant help the way I am , and yeah that's exactly it but you know what I don't care ok , you just look after demi and I will look after myself , now can you please help me upstairs "

tulisa didn't say anything else to jade , she just helped her up the stairs .

That night jade cried herself to sleep and she just wanted her life the way it was when her mum paid attention to her and demi , jade never wanted to talk to her mum again . she knew she had to live with her but that didn't mean that they had to speak .

Tulisa also cried herself to sleep that she felt like she had lost a daughter and she hated that , she just wanted her family back but tulisa knew that jade would act different towards her now .

*The next morning *

tulisa " morning jade , how did you sleep and how is the pain ? I thought we could do something as a family today "

jade " ok and no I don't wanna go out as a family , because we aren't even a real family , I might be living here but that doesn't mean I want to talk to you ok mum , so just leave me alone and I will leave you alone and we will both be happy "

tulisa " okay if that's what you want but you know that I will always love you "

jade " yeah "

the rest of the day jade and tulisa didn't speak but tulisa though that jade would talk to her tomorrow . until then tulisa just got on with her day and looked after demi

*the next day *

tulisa " hey jade how are you , are you talking to me today ? "

jade didn't say anything to her mum she just looked at her and that's when tulisa knew that jade was serious about not talking to her , this broke tulisa's heart . jade went on her secret account and tweeted , "what have I done im not talking to my mum and I said some horrible things , wish I could take it all back but I cant #gottalivewithit"

a few months later demi started walking and talking and tulisa spoke to jade once to say what demi was saying but jade just looked at her they hadn't spoken in months . jade was still cutting and was throwing up regularly but she had no one to stop her or to tell her it was wrong.

jade wanted to talk to her mum but didn't know what to say so she acted like she was fine , and she did want to be a big sister to demi but she couldn't be . she hated her life and just wanted things to normal and to be a family but that would never happen , she wondered how demi would react when she was older knowing that her sister isn't talking to her mum , only time will tell .