Over Reacted

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" I remember when my heart broke, I remember when I gave up loving you, my heart couldn't take no more of you , I was sad and lonely"Keyshia Cole plays as I sit on my bathroom floor against the door looking up into the ceiling

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" I remember when my heart broke, I remember when I gave up loving you, my heart couldn't take no more of you , I was sad and lonely"
Keyshia Cole plays as I sit on my bathroom floor against the door looking up into the ceiling.
I miss him, maybe I should've given him a chance to talk, maybe I should've let him in the car, maybe if I wasn't so damn stubborn and listened he'd be here. He's been texting me constantly apologizing and asking to speak to me or see me, I mean he see's me in school but I just dodge him with every chance I get , because I'm ashamed at the way I reacted, I haven't spoken to him in almost a month since that day and I'm really starting to believe I over Reacted. I get up from the floor and brush my teeth preparing to go the mall with jamil , I met him in sociology class I think he likes me but it's clear I have no feelings for him and he knows that. I look in my closet and find my body hugging dior dress and put on a pair of sneaks , I decide to just leave my hair messy and slide on a cap and put on little make up...not trying to catch eyes with anyone hopefully.

Jamil-I can't wait to go to the mall with rob, she's real cool

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Jamil-
I can't wait to go to the mall with rob, she's real cool.😌 I kinda have a little crush on her , I think she knows it too...but I know her situation with her boyfriend so I'm not even gonna push up on her, I just like to hang out with her cause she's real laid back and humble.
" heyyy rob I'm over here". I say waving her down .
"Hey jamil, how you doing boy? Looking fly in yo Adidas fit I see ya 😉"
" hah, I'm good thank ya girl, you know the ladies love adidas!"
"*giggles* youuuu so cornyyy😂"
" Hey but I made you laugh tho..so what store you wanna look In first?"
" hmmm let's look in gucci first that's my fav"

Críse -I wake up feeling horrible, I roll over and check my phone and still no response from mami

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Críse -
I wake up feeling horrible, I roll over and check my phone and still no response from mami ...
Message from: KMac
"Sup breezy, you wanna roll to the mall today?"
Response frm: breezy
"Yea bruh sounds cool, what time?"
Message from: KMac
" i was thinking about now bruh ,I need a new fit for the party tonite"
Response from: breezy
"ight nigga I'll be ready in about 6mins"
I hop up and start to get ready, I take a quick shower and brush my teeth and pull out my bape fit with a pair of yeezees .
*honk honk*
Kev-
"Aye nigga you ready? "
"Yea nigga I'm coming"
We pull up to the mall blasting webbie "you bitch" and a couple a niggas look at us sideways but we just shrug em off, ain't got no time for no petty shit today.
Kev-
Aye bruh let's go look in gucci first I heard they got some new shit.
Críse -
Ight nigga.
" Aye breezy ain't that rob over there wit jamil?"
Bout to break my damn neck tryna look, I see her, all smiling with some ole lame ass nigga.
" yea that's her"
"Soooo...you gone go get ur girl?"
" i don't think she wanna talk yet"
" Yea yea whatever you say"
I try so hard not to look her way, but I can't help it, I'm pretty sure I look like a complete creep right now.

you gone go get ur girl?"" i don't think she wanna talk yet"" Yea yea whatever you say"I try so hard not to look her way, but I can't help it, I'm pretty sure I look like a complete creep right now

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As I'm looking at these bomb ass thigh high boots, I feel someone staring at me...and I think I can probably guess who it is. I turn around slowly, and there he is with his eyes flaming a bright yellow staring directly at me.
He looks good, so of course I stare back.
" umm I'll be back jamil me guan go release "
" your what? 😕 I don't speak island *giggles*"
" my bad *laughs* I mean I have to go use de restroom "
"Ohhh😅 ok well when you get done I'll be in the food court"
" Alright "
I walk off in the opposite direction going into a closed off section signaling Críse with my movement and eye contact to come and talk to me...I think I'm ready to face him now.
Críse -
"Aye kev I'll be back bruh "
Kev-
" i already peeped it nigga, go on and get yo boo"
I walk off to where she went and take a seat next to her.
"Umm hi"
" Hey mami"
"Look I just wan poligize for not listening to you, I shouldve, I was stupid and stubborn only caught up in my own feelings that I didn't consider yours, I'm sorry"
He looks at me with desire in his eyes before speaking.
" I accept your apology , and I also apologize too, I shouldn't have let that girl be all up on me, that was my stupid mistake , I had no intention or interest in that female, she just another hoe tryna come between us and I tried to get her off me but the ho wouldn't budge, I was this close to smacking her in the head"
I laugh at him squinting his eyes showing me with his fingers how close he was.
" 😂 *histarically laughing * I forgive you baby, and I love you"
" soooo...you mine again?"
I kiss him showing him that I am.
" yes I'm yours"
" coo , so ummm why you wit jamil ole scranny ass?"
" 😂 chill he's just a friend, and don't be so mean omg"
" I'll try" I say with a slight grin.
" it's a party tonite at Scotts,  you wanna come and be my date?"
" you know I will baby, what time is guan be?"
" it start bout 9 but you know niggas don't get there till bout 10:39"
"Hah truuu, I should be ready by then"
" ight you gotta let me whip your car tho"
" boi please, in your dreams, you betta get you a license first, ain't no illegally whippin round here😅"
" mannn, whatever,  I illegally whip allllll the time, just let me , pleassseee!! Please mamacita! Plsss"
I giggle at him pleading like a cute little puppy.
" Ughh fine I guess, but if you hit a pole it's over!" I say sticking my tongue out at him.
" ohk I'll be by your house by 9 ..oh and I wanna give you something...it's a present"
" where is it?😕"
"You gotta wait till later ma"
" fine" I say pouting like a little school girl.
I'm glad I got my boo back, sometimes pride shouldn't always be in the way.

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