So Lost In Love

Epiphany

Prologue (ŕobyne )
With Críse and I now being apart of Roc Nation together as new artists we have become even more inseperable...it's been 4 years now since we've graduated high school and we are both at the peek of our success in the music business, we have aced many media headlines as Hollywood's favorite couple, outdoing jay and bey..with now all the glitz and fame we have both remained the same without letting it go to our heads, but that's still not stopping these trifling hoes from approaching him.

Ŕobyne -
Me and Críse have been working on two collaborations together for the past month and I am exhausted 😩 , he's such a perfectionist when it comes to his music, we've been in the studio non stop barely having any private time to ourselves as a couple...we are working on a song called "bad girl" and a remix to my new hit single "umbrella" both on my album good girl gone bad, I must say dat I'm loving me new look by de wey, I dyed my hurr jet black and cut it short shoulder length..at first Críse didn't like it because his nasty ass said he'd miss gripping my longer hair while he's hitting it from the back 😝 I swea he ah one big freak. Not noticing that he's talking to me I take the headphones off my head asking him what he said.

Críse -
This girl ain't even paying no attention to me while I'm yelling at her ...she look like she in lala land 😧 .....I yell at her again this time tapping her neck.
" ŕobyneeeeeee!!!! Do u not hear me! "
" No I didn't I'm sorry babe, what did you say?"
" i said that I need you to redo your background vocals on cinderella again"
"Ughhhh again" I groan.
" yes again I need your voice to match mine now, go on get your ass in the studio" I say as she gets up and I smack her ass.
" don't be yellin at me boi ! Ouuu-" *smack*
" get in the booth"
Ŕobyne -
I do what he says only because his tone of voice turned me on a little...I'm in love with the grown man Críse, his voice got deeper, his cheek bones sunk in more and his abs ohhh his abs mmmhm all I do is Squeeze and touch him all over with every chance I get, but lately he's been not giving me what I want, and tonight I've had it I'm guan get what I want whether he accepts it or not dammit! I go in the booth and put on my headphones waiting for the beat to play.
" ok I'm gonna play it from the part I want you too redo, it's not that much mami I promise"
I nod my head and give him a thumbs up.
"You can run into my arms it's ok don't be alarmed come in to meeeee, there's no distance in between our love, I'm gonna say your name some more, I'll be all you need and mooorrreeeee because!"
He cuts the beat off right there.
Críse -
" that was amazing mami!!"
" really? Was it perfect. .or do I have to redo it again." I say with a sigh.
" nah baby it was just what we needed, in fact it was so good I'm gonna take you on a date tonight"
"Oh really ehh"😏
" yes really, now let's go so you can get ready...I know u gotta look good for me"
" *sucks teeth* boy I guess"
We head out of the studio and if course the PAPZ are all outside in the way flashing there bright ass camera lights, I latch on to Críse hand tightly as he leads us out of the crowd.
"Rihanna !"
"Rihanna!!"
" Chris Brown! "
"Rihanna is it true that your leaving Chris for drake!?"
" chrianna !! Failing or living? !"
Ŕobyne -
I laugh at the thought of that comment😂 drake? Whet de fukk , dat soft ass nigga can no do noting fa meh.., as I'm laughing still while we are getting in the car I see Críse jaw clench ....he's been On his meds now so his temper is wayy better, but I can still tell he's upset by the comment, still holding on to his hand I move closer to him kissing him on his neck.
" I love you"
" I love you too"
Ŕobyne -
Soon as we get home I quickly get in the shower while Críse occupies the other bathroom.

Once I get done showering, I go into the closet and pick out my new balmain body suit , I figured if I'm going to turn heads I might as well break necks while I'm at it, I oil myself up and put on the suit with my prada heels adding just a bracelet and a few rings, once I'm done getting dressed I head to the mirror and began doing my hair and makeup, I decide I want bangs tonight so I chop off some hair in the front allowing just a little to flow over my eyelashes, just as I'm about to add the finishing touch on my lipstick I hear Críse call out me name.
" ŕobyneeeeeee! Are you ready yet?"
" almost hun" I yell back.
I grab my clutch and spray on my personal perfume called rebelle fleur and start walking down stairs.

Críse -
I put on my nice all white suit and gucci loafers and just a little bit of bling on my wrist. Tonight I plan on purposing to ŕobyne, she doesn't know it yet but I've already asked her father for her hand in marriage, I've been holding back on giving her the D for a while only to show her that I'm not just here for her goods, but for her , all of her. I know we're only 22 but I feel like I'm ready to commit fully to her, we've been talking about having kids for a while now, and I know we are both ready, I hope the answer is yes.
" I'm coming now"
" Well well well don't you look stunning mami, gorgeous "
" Thank you my handsome man" she says giving me a kiss.
" so where are we going?"
" to your favorite place, Giorgio baldi of course "
" yeeeeeeessss!" I laugh at her cute squeel and hop like a little girl.
I open her car door assisting her inside, then walk over to my door getting in and starting the car. It took us about 10 minutes to get here and already the paparazzi are surrounding our car😒 I hate these fucks. I get out to open Ŕobyne's car door, walking into the restaurant.
" hi rihanna"
" rihannnnna I love you!"
We stop and sign a few fans things before going in.
Finally getting in the restaurant and being seated I instantly began to get nervous.
Ŕobyne -
Críse is unusually quiet tonight, I wonder why, I think to myself, ...I reach out my hand placing it on top of his looking him in his eyes.
" are you alright baby, you've been quiet a while"
" yea, yea it's just ...I ..have something to tell you"
" what is it baby?"
" ok, look mami, I love you and I don't wanna be with anyone else but you, I can't see myself with no one else but you, I need you , and want you all the time, you're my first love and I want you to be my forever and only ... will you marry me?"
" i start to tear up from the words coming out if his mouth, silly me thinking he's getting bored of me but in all reality he's deep in love with me, and then he asks the one question every gal wants ta ear! I'm in full emotion mode as tears run down my face while I scream YES! YES I WILL MARRY YOU! " He puts the ring on my finger and spins me around and kisses me while the crowd In the restaurant claps.
Críse -
I'm so glad she said yes..I plan on giving mami the world, i post a picture on instagram of us holding hands with the caption "always and forever, she said yes!"

DON'T MEAN TO MOVE TO FAST BUT THERE'S MORE TO COME TO THIS STORY ~ cbisaking