It's not that easy
When they're watching you,
Taunting you.
And you've just been a
Couple weeks clean.
It's not that easy
When there's voices in
Your head, telling you,
"Take them. You need it."
And you thought you
Found music loud enough
To block them out.
It's not that easy,
No,
It'll never be.
But I'll find the strength to smile,
Shake my head.
And walk away.
Because for now,
It's worth it.
I don't need those pills.
Not today.
