Lydia Martin - A Teen Wolf FanFiction

Frustrated

"You coming, Krys?" I heard my best friend Lydia call. My actual name is Krystal but, even though I like that name, everyone is just calling me Krys. "Uh, yeah, coming." I said, being awoken from my thoughts.

Together we went into school, walking down the corridor to get to our lockers. I could smell Lydias sweet perfume as she was walking next to me. I sighed on the inside. We have been best friends for around half a year now and since my very first day at this school around eight months ago I have had a crush on her. I did not think she knew, though, I was actually pretty good at keeping it a secret that I was a lesbian. Scott knew, though, it was practically impossible to keep a secret from him. Also I was pretty sure that Peter knew, because same here, you can't have a secret, without him knowing.

"Dreamy today?" Lydia asked, looking at me. "Huh?" I asked, confused over what she had just said. "Well, we have English right now, but you're packing Math and also your shirt is inside out." She said, pointing at me. "Ugh, goddammit. For heavens sake...!" I swore, changing my Math stuff with my English stuff. "I'll be at the restroom, changing my shirt, you can already go to class." I said, walking in the direction of the restroom.

Today started just normal, but somehow it had hit me, how hopeless my situation with Lydia seemed and then Lydia was looking so good today, too, and somehow I was a little confused and frustrated. I knew I had to be happy, she was my best friend after all, and I loved her as a best friend but at the same time I loved her more than just as a best friend. This whole thing was just ridiculous. I decided to get this whole thing out of my head and concentrate on other things.

So after I had changed my shirt, so that it wasn't inside out anymore, I got out of the restroom, into the hallway, heading into the direction of my next class. On my way I bumped into Scott. "Hey Krys how are y-I can smell frustration, what is it?" He asked immediately. I sighed. "It's nothing just...I don't know I thought about this whole Lydia situation a little too much and now I may be frustrated." I said.

Thanks Scott, for bringing this up again, it's not like I tried getting it out of my head. "Oh, I'm sorry, maybe you should just talk to her?" He suggested. "And risk losing her as my best friend? No thank you, I'll pass." I said, going into the classroom and sitting down next to Lydia. "What was that all about?" She asked. "What was what all about?" I replied. "That thing with Scott, you looked pissed." She said. "Oh, did I? No, it was nothing, everything's fine." I lied, sounding surprisingly convincing. Lydia continued to stare at me for another second or two, then she turned her head around, now facing the blackboard. I let out a quiet sigh and focused my attention on the blackboard, too.

After school Lydia drove me home as always. I sat in my room for a while, trying to figure out a solution for this whole situation. I knew that I was lesbian for quite some years but I've never told someone other than Scott or my sister Katelyn. I did not even tell my mom and frankly I was a little afraid, my mom never said anything positive about gay people. But I decided to tell her anyways. She was my mom after all and she could probably help me, that's what moms are there for, right? My mom was still at work and honestly, it was okay for me, I still needed to built up the courage to tell her.