Im not depressed,
Im just stressed and confused.
Im not happy at all.
I smile sometimes.
And i laugh most of times.
I honestly dont know how
I should feel at this point.
I dont feel much to be honest.
I feel so numb that
I self inflict pain to feel.
I feel happy sometimes.
But most days im just sad.
I wish i had someone who
I could count on,
But i already
Learned that i only have myself.
And sometimes when it gets
Really bad i even think of suicide.
But i would never do it.
I honestly dont know who
I am anymore.
I dont know if im depressed
Or not.
Im just a sad person most days.
