I dont know if you've ever felt like that.
That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years.
Or just not exist.
Or just not be aware that you do exist. Something like that.
I think wanting that is very morbid, but i want it when it gets like this. Thats why im trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning. If this gets any worse, i might have to go back to the doctor. Its getting that bad again.
