Used to be. (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter three

* ZOE'S POV *

The three words that kept on my mind. Three words, that Harry says. 

"Who are you?"

I felt my heart clenched and ripped apart into million pieces. I can feel my eyes getting teary and I really can speak any words. I tried to say a word but no words came out of my mouth. 

"I...uh.." I stuttered. Shit, why am I stuttering? 

"Who are you? Do I know you?" Harry asked. Again, my heart breaks into billion pieces and I can feel I will lose it. I just stared at him for a seconds and I saw the other guys shocked. 

"Before, I was in a car accident before so I have an amnesia and I really can't remember anything so I'm sorry if I can't remember you." He lightly smiled and turned his back to me. "Let's go guys?" Then they get in the car but the other one, which I expect is Liam, stared at me and he get in the car. Soon, the space infront of me was wide and there's no other car.                  

Well, I guess that's the result for not being update with them.

* LIAM'S POV * 

The ride in the car was completely silence except for the low volume coming from the radio. But then Louis asked Harry, "What the fuck was that Harry?" He keep on focusing on his drive. 

"What?" Harry asked. "Why do you need to lie at her?" Louis asked again. 

"I was shocked. She fucking leave me at our wedding and she'll just come back and pretend like nothing happened?!" Harry shouted. "Mate, calm down. He just asked you." I said at Harry and he sighed. 

The Zayn spoke, "But Harry, do you ever think what will gonna cause of your lies with her? You absolutely love what you said to her awhile ago but she's a girl and I can see the hurt on her eyes."

He was absolutely right. I can see the hurt on Zoe's eyes when Harry lied to her. She was close to cry but she just keeps it. And when I stared at her, her emotions was only one. 

Hurt. 

"What?! Are you going to be on her side?! I dont really care, if you want to be with her, fine!" Harry shouted. 

"We're not comparin' you two Harry! Dammit! Don' you see the hurt on 'er eyes when you lied on 'er? She was fuckin' hurt Harry! Fuckin' hurt!" Louis shouted and Harry was quiet. 

Harry was completely wrong, I know Zoe leave her at their wedding but she's still a girl who has feelings. 

This is not going to be good. 

* CASSIDY'S POV *

I can't stand seeing my bestfriend crying infront of me. I tried to comfort her because she can't stop crying. She keep blaming herself that it was her fault that Harry has amnesia. 

"It's all my fucking fault! All my fucking fault!" She shouted and throw the pillows infront of us, I grabbed the tissue box and stretched my arms to give it to her. She pick a tissue and sobs. 

"No it's not Zo. Don't balme yourself." I said as I rubbed her back. 

"Yes it is Cass, If I,"She sobs. "If I didn't runaway to our wedding, he wouldn't forget everything." She said and wipe her nose with a tissue paper. 

"No it;s not Zo. Don't blame yourself, it's your choice Zo. If you're not ready to be married then don't let Harry forced you, remember it's your choice." I said and I get up. "If you want some time to talk, I'll be upstairs okay?" She nodded.       

And I made my way to our bedroom.      

*  ZOE'S POV *

I regret everything I did. It''s all my fucking fault. My fucking fault. 

I felt so hurt and selfish. First, I felt hurt because knowing the love of your life forgets about you and second, I felt so selfish. All these years, I'm having a simple life while Harry tried to remember everything. I'm so fucking selfish.     

I stood up and changed into pj's and a hoodie. I made my way to our bedroom and saw Cass passed out in the bed. And I realized, I was tired and many things happened today. 

I sighed and try to forget but still in my mind, soon, i drifted off to sleep. 

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A/N:

SO MY AUNTIE (SHE'S 16) MESSAGED ME THAT SHE WATCHED THIS IS US AND IT WAS PERFECT AND I CRIED BECAUSE I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR THE MOVIE WAAH 

DID YOU ALREADY WATCH THIS IS US?    x o x o

i know this is annoying but can i have 10 votes for the next chapter please? :-) i'm not forcing you to do it but iy would be nice y'know :-)

aleks xxxxxxx