DESTIEL & SABRIEL ONESHOTS

When I was your man!!! (destiel)

Dean's Pov:

As i watch through the window, standing outside this guy's apartment, i'm heartbroken to see the one that i truly love, with someone else, someone who makes him happy. SOMEONE WHO I WASN'T!!! So i walk away, i reach my motel room, grab my guitar and sing...

"Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But he's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong man like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like oooooh…
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should've have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But he's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man"

I put down my guitar and took of the bracelet, that was on my wrist and clutched it as strongly as possible. It read "CAS AND DEAN FOREVER". I was now full blown out crying. I cant believe that he's gone, my Cas is gone. 

Sammy walked in and saw how his older brother was laying out on the bed, clutching a pillow and crying his eyes out. Sam walked over and tried to comfort him. 

"Dean... Dean are you ok?" No reply. "Dean, please tell me what's wrong. I can't help you otherwise!" Dean turn't around and faced his younger brother, eyes red and swollen, face flustered red with tear stains pretty much permanatly marking his cheeks. "Sam..." Dean sniffed and croaked out "It's... i-it's Cas, I-I miss h-him." Dean began crying again, clutching onto Sam's top, crying into his chest, leaving tear stains on it. "Hey...shh shh, it's gonna be ok!" Dean continued to cry, but managed to get out "N-no, it's n-not, Sammy. I miss him, I MISS CAS! MY CAS! I love him, sam. I do, i really do love him, and i want him back!!!" "I know, i know!"

Cas's pov:

Me and Balthazar were happily dancing, in his new apartment. OH, my apologies, let me introduce you to Balthazar. After me and Dean - one of my best friends, who... once upon a time was my boyfriend, only for a short period - had an arguement. So i left and took a really long walk down the park and sat there for a bit until i felt thristy, so i headed towards a diner. I sat there for a good couple hours, when a man - Balthazar - appeared to be sitting infront of me. He introduced himself to me so i did the same. Then we both began talking and one thing led to another and here i am today. So going back to where we were. Anyway, we were dancing in the living room, when one particular song came on. The song me and Dean shared when we went on our first date. I couldn't take it. After all the signs that i have been noticing to relate to Dean, which were: songs, people wearing the same type clothing as him, seeing the occasional '67 chevy impala drive by, i thought it was just me having bad timings, going places, but now, all of the moments both me and Dean shared - whether they were good or bad - i still love him and i realise that. No! I have Balthazar. He has been nothing but good to me., i cant just throw it all away.