Dean, Cas and Sam are in the bunker; Sam is in the library area and Dean and Cas are both in the kitchen.
Sam's pov:
*puts book down, and gets up to walk into the 'living' room. Looks at the sweet bowl and finds it empty and wrappers are all over the floor (fudge wrappers).*
"Dean!?"
"What!?" Dean says shouting from the kitchen.
"You could atleast throw the wrapper in the bin y'know. It's not far from here." i chuckle.
"What? What are you talking about?" Dean says walking out of the kitchen holding Cas's waist.
"Dude" i smirk "Can you just atleast promise me.."
"Promise you what?" Dean says cutting me off
"Well, if you let me finish i coulda told ya, anyway as i was saying can you next time throw the wrappers in the bin it's like a 5 second walk."
"Sam, i didnt eat any sweets. I was with Cas the whole time. what are you even...." Dean slowing faded out his sentence
"what?" I said looking down at myself then back up again.
Cas lets go of Dean and runs straight past me. I turn to look around and find Gabriel standing behind me hugging Cas but smirking at me. i stand there speechless. Next thing i know my body takes charge as all the hate, anger and sadness comes flooding back. My feet run towards the archangel after he lets go of Cas and next thing i know, im throwing punches at him.
"Woah woah woah!!!!! Sammy what's wrong i thought you'd be happy to see me again?" he says defending my punches.
I stand right infront of him looking him straight in the eyes giving him a death glare. "What's wrong? WHAT'S WRONG? I'll tell you WHAT'S wrong! YOU!! Your what's wrong Gabriel!!! How can you just walk on in here after what happened? Your supposed to be dead!" I spat at him, running straight to my room and as i approach it, i slam the door loud enough for the whole world to here.
Dean's pov:
After watching Sam have his little outburst, i thought i should go and see him. "Cas?" "Yes Dean?" He replies. "Can you wait here for a sec, i need to talk to Sammy." "Yeah sure" he says with a smile. "Thanks, and Gabriel your an ass, but welcome back." I say smirking. "Thanks Dean-o" he says half smiling.
After walking to Sam's room, i enter. "Sam?" i stop and say opening the door.
"Go away" he says sitting on his bed feet on the floor and head resting in his hands.
"Sam, you know i'm here to talk! C'mon tell me whats wrong?"I say still standing a the door. I turn to loook outside and see Gabriel standing next to me listening.
Sam's pov:
"Okay, well why is he here? Dean you know how distraught i was when.." i pause and take deep breathes "when Lucifer.....y'know."
"Yeah i know sammy, but are you happy to have him back or are you gonna stay pissed at him?" Dean says calmly, raising a point.
"I dont know.I just...*i sigh* all i can say is that im pissed off at him, beacuse he has the decency to fake a death and not tell me. I loved him and i still do but all the emotions that i had back then are building up again. The pain, anger, sadness. I just dont know what to do anymore Dean?" i say crying lightly, looking at him then back to the floor.
"Look Sammy i think you and Gabriel need to talk about it together and sort things out is all." He says simpathetically. After that he walks out the room.
I sniff, then i hear another pair of footsteps in the room, not as heavy as Dean's and its defianantly not Cas's because it sounds way too familiar. That must mean it's Gabriel. I look up and say,
"What do you want?" i whisper, tears falling from my face slowly.
"Look Sam, i'm sorry i didnt mean to just ditch you," He says slowly as he walks up to me and sits on my bed beside me.
"Yeah but you did, you left me," i say crying.
"Im so sorry sammy, you have to believe me. Please? If i had the choice i would never leave you and you know that." he says hugging me.
I cry harder into his chest finally giving in. Boy have i missed him.
"I dont know, if....if i should be happy or s-sad right now, because my emotions are all over the place."
"I'm sorry, and i understand if you dont want to talk to me or be around me anymore". He says half heartedly looking depressed but holds me tighter.
"Nooo! I want you to stay ofcourse, because im more happy and relieved than angry and mad." i say hugging him tighter.
Gabriel replies "I never meant for you to get hurt Sam i never wanted you to be hurt and sad."
I just reply " I prayed to you every night for the past 3 and a 1/2 years, when you supposedly died. Did you hear them?" I ask looking him in the eyes.
"Yes." he says looking down.
"I cried myself to sleep every night for the past 3 and a 1/2 years. And every time we went hunting - me and Dean - i used to see things that would remind me of you." Tears started rushing down both our faces now. "I used to watch Den and Cas and wonder will i ever have a decent relationship with anyone because whenever i seem to fall in love, it always ends in disaster. Jess, Amelia and most of all you! When i was with them it wasnt as special. But when i fell in love with you i thought, No, i knew this could last. I loved you Gabe! I always have! But i dont know anymore. When you "died" my heart broke in two. But when you showed up here today my heart was not only whole it shattered. It didnt repair, it got worse, you know why? You made me think taht you were dead for the past 4 years, but you werent were you? And now i dont think my heart would mend fast enough. I'm happy that you're here. Im relieved to know your safe but to know you knew what state i was in kills me. I love you Gabriel! I really do and theres no denying it...." "I love you too Sam, i love you soo much! More than words can explain." Gabriel butts in. After stopping crying the tears come out uncontrollably from both our faces. "I want us to work Gabe. I want us to be something, because the love i feel for you cannot be broken! I am willing to start fresh, but it will take time. If you want the same then you have to promise me not to do that again! Can you do that Gabe? For me?" I say looking him in his beautiful honey coloured eyes.
"yes Sam, i can and im really sorry. I love you so much, it also hurts me to know you were hurting and there were so many times i wished i could come to you and tell you i was okay, that everything was fine, but i couldn't let the others, my brothers and sisters and the demons find out i was alive till now. I couldn't stand to see you like this anymore. I'm so sorry!" He says hugging me really tightly, so i hug him back.
I pull him down, so were lying together on my bed, Gabriel lying on my chest holdong me, whilst i hold him back in my arms. "Never leave me again!" I say to him sniffing. "Never baby!" Gabriel says squeezing me a bit. Gosh crying is a lot of effort. "I love you Gabe!" i say "I love you too moose." he replies and we both laugh. Soon we drift off to sleep.
Im so sorry guys this took forever. Thanks for reading love you guys. and next shall be a destiel oneshot. Until next time, i shall leave you. So see ya Assbutts! :P
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DESTIEL & SABRIEL ONESHOTS
FanfictionRandom Destiel and Sabriel oneshots. This is my first try on oneshots! Involves loads of things! WARNING: Very emotional!!!