I love cats (Chat Noir x reader)

Chapter 30: Survival of the happiest

(Hehehe..... Depression! Yayyyyyyyyyy!!!!!)

(F,n) POV

After class, I ran as fast as I could out of the room and to my next class, bringing only my ecology notebook with me. When I opened the door, I was happy to be the first one there, besides the teacher, Mrs. Fionna, of course. Her fiancée, Mr. Lee, was out of town for the moment. As I sat down in my assigned seat, I smiled for a moment, thinking of Mrs. Fionna's loyalty to Mr. Lee. I forgot about my problems for that moment, and that was my goal. Mrs. Fionna greeted me with a smile, and turned back to her papers.

Maybe I could stay happy for this whole class! Maybe.....

I remembered the ecology notebook on my desk and put it in the desk, but some stuff was blocking the way. I looked inside, and saw a few letters, maybe 7. I gulped, and took them all out, then putting my notebook inside. I read them one by one, trying to keep up my forced-happy mood.

Hey Lying Bitch,

Hope you burn in hell for everything you did. I can't believe I was ever friends with you. Even Chloe's better than you!

Kill yourself

I almost teared up.... Almost. The letter was anonymous, so I can't really tell a teacher and expect them to do anything. It was typed after all. I smiled forcefully and opened the next one.

Have you ever heard of suicide?

Kill yourself. Die. You shouldn't exist. I'm sure even the three superheroes, Ladybug, Chat Noir, and Papillon (not the other evil Papillon) would agree.

I wish you would burn in hell. Fuck you.

I have heard of suicide incidents.... But never tried it myself. I was happy being home-schooled by Hawkmoth. Hmmm... I wonder what he or she meant by the evil Papillon? The only evil one is Hawkmoth. There's no 'Papillon' in Paris besides me, right? Right? The forced smile on my face shrunk a bit, but it was still a smile nonetheless. I opened the next letter.

Dear (F,n),

I don't like what you did. And I can't forgive you. I'm sorry..... Actually, no. I'm not sorry! You were rude, and now cannot be trusted. Please stay away.

It was kind of obvious to me. The letter was from Rose. Never thought she could EVER be mean, and I was right. This, I can't even call it a letter, was just a small complaint. That made me smile, seeing Rose being her non-hating self. Or, part-smile. I looked up. How long does it take for people to come here?!? It's been like, 3 minutes already or something. The class was still just me and Mrs. Fionna. I shrugged my shoulders and opened the fourth letter.

(F,n)... Go to the underground, where the devil is. I can't believe I was ever friends with you, even if it was for like a week. You're probably a fake anime fan too huh? Well, you got my hopes up and crushed me. I was suspicious when you said you didn't actually play games, and I was right. You, my ex-friend, are a phony. I usually don't say much, but you have gotten on my nerves.

Watch out, (F,n) (L,n)

Hiriko. It had to be. There was no doubt about it. I cringed a bit on the inside when it said I was a fake anime and video game lover. (Did anyone else watch Cryotic's play-through of the Magic Circle? No? Oh. ;-;) Hmmm.... I don't know how to show it though. Now that I think about it, why does almost everyone suddenly hate me? A few days ago, I could talk happily to someone, anyone. But now, they won't talk to me and give me glares. I opened the next letter. It was two sided.

We're no strangers to love
You know the rules
And so do I-

I stopped it there, knowing it was a Rick Troll. These are so fluffing old. I turned the page.

(F,n).... Can you tell me.

What is love?
Baby don't hurt me
Don't hurt me
No more

I stopped it there. This letter is something I must give to Chloe. Must. Signed by Adrien or something. I laughed a bit at the thought of her reaction. Time to open the next letter I guess. The second to last one.

Hey (F,n),
Just wanna let you know.... I'm sorry. I'm acting mean to you so I don't get possessed by whatever's happening. So, I'm watching our class' weird behavior.... And I found out... All of them have these weird chips on them. I can't destroy them myself or else I would get suspicious. So we need to get more intel. See if Chloe is different in any way possible. Whether it's a new style or different personality.

Again I'm really sorry, but I can't tell you my name.

My eyes widened. So that's why everyone hates me. An akuma in the school maybe. I need to get this to Marionette and Adrien. When I looked up, there was still no one there, not even behind me. Mrs. Fionna was a bit suspicious and was looking around too.

"Ms. Johnson. Stay here while I find out what's going on."

She brought her ruler with her, or what our class called, the Judgement Stick. She didn't hit us or anything, but she was a master fencer, and swords woman. She always gave us a ruler, and if she was touched by the ruler, then the bad kid wouldn't get detention. It was pretty bad judgement, because Mrs. Fionna was OP in dodging and basically life. I used the time to open the last letter.

Die. Here, let me help you. Look in the envelope, and all you need to do is slit your throat. Easy. I'm tired of your shit (F,n). Kill yourself already. Why are you still reading this?

It didn't affect me whatsoever, since I knew it was an akuma doing the weird hate spreading. Akuma, means Hawkmoth is targeting me. I can't get negative or he will get whatever he wanted. I can't let that happen. Not now. Still, there was no one here.

"Phobia, come out."

She flew out of my hair, and I let her read the letters. A dark aura surrounded her, and it kind of creeped me out. At the end, she looked calm, but still had that aura and Yandere eyes. She went into Nightmare mode and twitched a bit.

"Can I kill them instead?"

I shook my head, disappointing her. Did she even read the fake hate letter? I moved it in front of her. And she turned back.

"Can I still kill them? I mean, only I can mess with you."

I rolled my eyes at her.

"Phobia, can you go around the school and destroy anything that looks like a small mind control device? It's on almost everyone."

She shrugged her small shoulders, but flew out anyway, turning invisible.

(AN. The update has arrived! Should I go deeper into the bullying or nah? Cuz I don't know.)