Something i cant explain. (A Janiel fanfiction)

A sad feeling

Joey POV

"I dont know how to say this but... Im gay" Daniel said in an embarrassed way.

"Oh" i said a little surprised. "Hey Daniel i should probably get going before my mom gets worried, but i'll see you tommorow"

"Ok bye"

I knew it was rude to just leave like that but i needed some time to think about the situation that just happened. I never would have thought that Daniel was gay because it never seemed so. All night i felt really bad about just leaving him up on his roof by himself. As i looked out the window towards his house, i saw he was still on the roof, but he was crying. Now it was about 3:30 in the morning. Oh what have i done, i've made my best friend feel so bad when something so small shouldnt have bothered me this much. Maybe it was because thats the way i have been feeling, gay i mean.

Daniels POV

I told Joey that i was gay but after he just stood up and left with a pretty bad excuse. I've been outside all night just thinking about if telling him was a mistake and mostly crying because i felt like i have lost a friend. I dont even know what i will say to him tommorow at school. I also have not came out to my parents, plus my dad is pretty homophobic so that will be a whole different story.

The next day

Daniel POV

I keep seeing Joey in the hallway but it always seem to look like he's avoiding me, and it hurts really bad. I want to go up to him and say hi like i usually do but it is really awkward and he's usually with Phil anyway. So it looks like he has moved on from his used to be gay friend.

I sat by myself at lunch and just felt utterly terrible, i dont know what else to do because i dont know if he even likes me still and i cant get any other friends because no one likes me, it was always just me and Joey.

Joey POV 

i saw Daniel down the hall and i was going to go see him but im always side tracked by my new friend Phil. Whenever i look back over he looks so sad. Even before he came out to me he had his off days, usuualy it was always everyday but he was happy whenever i was around.

At lunch he sat by himself and i felt so bad. I really wanna go over and see him but i think he hates me for leaving him on his roof like that. Since yesturday i have been pondering with myself about the dream i've been having and the little crush i have on Phil and just how shoked i actually was when i heard Daniel was gay. 

And how genuinely happy i was and glad.

Sorry if this chapter is a little shorter. I have t written this story in a while. Well let me know if you have any suggestions and have a good day, byeee<3