Arranged Love *Harry Styles Fanfiction*

Chapter 7

Abby's POV

I woke up the next morning to find that Harry was already awake and typing away on his laptop. I shuffled out of bed and walked towards him, without him having to look up he told me that my breakfast was on the table. "Thanks" I told him. I did feel a little bad because of what happened last night but I tried not to let it show so I just walked into the bathroom and showered. I was in there for a while just because I needed to clear my head with all these mixed feelings. When I walked out I figured that Harry would be in some other position but nope he was still on his laptop the same way he was when I woke up. I sat down and began to eat my breakfast in silence or the silence and Harry's typing.

The awkward silence was killing me I couldn't take it anymore so I finally asked Harry what he was doing. "Company work" he told me. Typical. I asked if we could go shopping later but he just told me I could go alone because he had lots of work to do. I tried to explain the fact that I've never been here before and that I might get gang raped or lost in the streets. I could tell he was getting frustrated with my constant nagging because he raised his voice at me reminding me once again that he had work to do. I just rolled my eyes and walked back to my bed and began to read my book.

A couple hours have past and I finally just set my book down I looked over at Harry and there he was in the same position he has been in all day.

"Harry I'm bored!!" I didn't get an answer from him so I just kept repeating myself hoping he'd say we should go do something. All I got was a "Shut up Abby you're annoying I need to finish this" Perfect he isn't going to budge I just got up and left the room I really wasn't going to just not do anything at all today. I will just explore the hotel.

Harry's POV

That girl I swear is the most bipolar girl ever. I swear one moment she doesn't want to be in the same room as me and another she wants to go and do something. I stared at my laptop for a while before I shut it and flipped the TV on and began to watch it. At least I could enjoy some TV before she came back and began to nag at me again.

Abby's POV

I was walking around the large hotel admiring the paintings that were hanging on the wall. I was so focused on them I ran into somebody.

"Oh I'm so sorr- Charlotte?" I couldn't believe that my beautiful cousin was standing right infront of me I haven't seen her in so long it was good too see her.

"Abby!! What are you doing here?!" she asked as she pulled me into a tight hug.

"Here with my husband. Remember the wedding?"

"OH yes of course, I'm sorry couldn't make it I had to work and you know the distance is hectic!" she told me.

"So you work here in this hotel?"

"Yep I do but today is my day off soooo if you want we can hang out and catch up since I haven't seen you in ages!!!"

We ended up going to a coffee shop sitting and talking about some of the old stupid things we used to do when we were younger.

"So how was your first time?" she asked.

"First time?"

"Yeah you know you always waited to "do it" until you got married and well you're married now soooo how was it?"

I finally realized what she was referring to and I couldn't help but make a face at her. "Is he really that bad Abbz?" she asked me and I just shook my head at her "How in the world could I do "it' with a jerk like him." She just stared at me with a confused expression. I sighed and began to tell her the whole story of how Harry and I became to be. She listened really closely and apologized for asking me the sex question.

"So uhm how's life with Harry then?"

"He's a jerk what can I say?"

A couple hours later I went back to my room and Harry wasn't there I didn't mind it so I just changed into my pj's and crawled into bed.

Harry's POV

After about two hours since Abby left I started to get bored so I went down to the bar and had a couple drinks the events that happened after that will haunt me for the rest of my life.

Abby's POV

I felt somebody start to kiss my neck really roughly I managed to turn around and see Harry ontop of me. "Harry what the hell are you doing?" I asked him. Then I smelt the disgusting smell of alcohol on his breath. He's drunk. I felt my whole body tense up as I tried to kick and shove him off of me but he was just really strong.

Harry's POV

I was ontop of her and she kept telling me to get off her but I needed this I ignored all the screams and pleads from her as I began to rip her clothes off and thrust in and out of her.

The next morning Abby wasn't next to me in the bed I sat up and reached for my head I had the worst hangover ever. Then I realized I was completely naked so I slipped my boxers on and I had a sudden realization. NO NO YOU DIDN'T DO IT HARRY I kept telling myself then I saw her. She was sitting in the corner of the room curled up in a small ball letting small sobs escape. I slowly walked over to her. "Abby?"

She quickly looked up at me with red puffy eyes. Fear across her whole face "Please don't touch me please!!" she screamed at me. I really did it.. guilt came over my whole body and tears began to fill my eyes. "Abby please... I'm so sorry" she just looked at me like a lost scared puppy. I couldn't bare to see her like that it hurt me so much I felt some tears fall down my face "I'm so sorry Abby"

She spoke barely in a whisper "Please don't hurt me" I could never hurt her I wanted to kill myself for doing that to her. I'm a monster. I'm a rapist. "GO AWAY!!!" I heard her scream at me. As much as I wanted to do as she asked I couldn't I was afraid she would do something to herself. "Abby please I can't leave you alone. She began to cry again I watched as the tears streamed down her face. I could feel my heart shattering into a million of pieces this was my fault. I couldn't help but cry with her as well. I could tell she didn't sleep at all last night just because of the fact that she cried herself to sleep.