Arranged Love *Harry Styles Fanfiction*

Chapter 8

Abby's POV

I woke up and rolled over to my side and I saw Harry sitting on the chair that was beside the bed with his face in his hands. "Harry?" I asked.  He shot up his head and looked at me with apologetic eyes. "I'm so sorry Abby"  I noticed that his eyes were red and puffy he'd been crying. I rolled out of bed and went and sat on his lap and hugged him tight. He hugged me back and kept apologizing to me I felt his warm tears seep through my top I couldn't help but let some of my own tears fall as well. After a while I broke off our hug and looked him straight in the eyes and told him never to drink again.

"I won't I will never ever drink again you won't have a rapist husband anymore because we're going to get a divorce." he said.

"Rapist?" I asked him.

"Yeah" he said as he looked down I lifted his chin and made him look at me. "Harry you didn't rape me because I'm still a virgin.."

"But Abby I can remember things from last night and I-" I cut him off "Stop" I told him as I closed my eyes remembering some of the scenes that happened last night. I reopened my eyes and began to tell him what happened. "You tried to rape me but you passed out.. You were undressing yourself and I took that to my advantage and kicked you off of me and you just kinda passed out on the floor."

"You mean I didn't."

"No you didn't"

"I'm so sorry Abby I promise that will never happen again" he said as he pulled me into a tight hug "I promise"  I pulled away and stroked his cheek "You've been crying Harry.."

"Of course I've been crying Abby just seeing you hurt like that and knowing it was my fault it was unbearable"

I couldn't handle talking about it anymore. I shut my eyes tightly and took in as much air as I could fit into my lungs and let out a long sigh. “Harry can we just please not talk about this anymore?” I asked him hoping that he would agree just to let it go.

“Of course” he told me with a soft voice and kissed my forehead.

We ended up having dinner but he wasn't eating I looked at him while he just started down and fiddled with his fingers. I could see the sadness in his eyes, I felt bad for him because I know he would never do something like that to me but him being drunk led him to do stupid things. I reached over and grabbed his hand and looked into his soft green eyes. “Harry don't you want anything to eat?” he tried to smile at me but it just was a fail. He wasn't happy he refused to eat. I walked over to him and tried to make him actually smile.

Harry's POV

I didn't want her to see that I had tears in my eyes. I looked down and spoke with an afflicted tone. “I'm so sorry Abby. I know this doesn't make anything better but I-” I was cut off by Abby's voice.

“Harry please. I forgive you, I know you'd never do anything like that. That person yesterday that wasn't you.” she said with a sigh.

“So you want a rapist for a husband.” I said. I couldn't deal with this anymore I was so disgusted in myself how could she forgive me. She deserves so much better than me. Much better than this bastard I am. I wish she would just see that.

“No I want Harry Edward Styles the cute caring boy as my husband.”

Hearing her say that made my head shoot up. I half smiled at her. I couldn't believe that this girl was here trying to make me feel better after I almost.. yeah. We sat in silence for a while just staring at eachother and it took everything I had in me not to kiss her right then and there but I didn't want to hurt her. She offered we watch a movie. I let her choose and of course she picked Titanic. She always picks that movie, when we were together we'd watch it pretty much every weekend. She put the movie in the dvd player and sat down next to me and cuddled up against my body I put my arm around her and watched the movie.