Madness

Part 22

This one is dedicated for Desiree :) cause she's my bae and she helps me cope with everything in my life as well as saving me from my thoughts. I would be nothing without her. She's the sister I've always wanted. My best friend, although we are cousins, and my angel. I love her so much!

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After that encounter with Aust, I hadn't gotten out of the house much. I went to the doughnut shop with Ryder a couple of times and the store for som of ebterthaunmenhbn!.e kind. School was just around the corner and I really am not prepared to see certain people. Me and Olly lost touch. She doesn't text, call, or come see me. I've probably lost one of my bestest friends ever, because of Austin. I've seen Danny roam the streets, alone. He looks sad and miserable. I know exactly how he feels. I've been in that situation many times.

I don't understand how just two boys can do this to my heart. I'm never loving anyone again. I'm closing up my heart. No one will get through to it.

"Michelle! Wake up! First day of school!" I hear my mum into my room. 'Great.' I think to myself as I begin getting up. Picking my clothes off the floor, I smell a t-shirt that's brightly colored. Don't smell too bad so I throw it on and match it with some skinny jeans and red Toms.

My hair was in a fluffy mess so I walk to the bathroom and wet it down. I hate curly hair. After 30 minutes of getting ready, I head down stairs. "Mum? I'm ready! Let's go!" I yell into the kitchen towards my mum. She gets the keys from the counter and we exit the house. Soon, we arrive at school. Everyone was there, even Austin and Alex. Olly wasn't in sight though.

"Ok, bye mum." I say as I get out of the car. "Bye, Mitch. Have fun!" She says and drives away. I walk up to the gates and people already begin to talk. "Hey, slut!" "Watch where you're going, fucking bitch!" "Hey, come here hoe! Where you think your going loser?" "Fucking fatass cunt!" I refused to look up from my path. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Tears streamed down my face in oceans and my body began to shake more and more with each step I took. Finger pointing, laughter, and staring. All that was surrounding me. I feel suffocated.

"Yeah, she's so weak. Look at her. She's already breaking." I hear a deep voice say from behind me. I stop and turn to find Austin's clear green eyes with a hint of malice in them staring right at me. An evil smirk appearing on his perfect plump lips. He's an asshole. His black Trunkfit sweater gave him more of an evil and sinister look. I know he isn't going to let me go without a 'talk'.

"What. Are. You. Doing." I say between sobs. He takes two steps closer to me and extends his arm out to Alex. I watch cautiously as Alex hands Austin some papers.

"Oh look! A hoe." He says roughly as he hands me the first paper. I take it and bring it up to my face so I could get a better look. It's me and Ryder at the doughnut shop. The day I ran from the mall. "So? It's just me and Ryder." His right eyebrow lifts and he hands me another paper. It was just another picture of me and Ryder. "Fucking, prick." He says and walks past me with such force that makes me stumble and fall. "See guys! She's such a dumbfuck loser!" Everyone laughs and continue to sceam things at me.

Picking myself up, "Well, at least I'm not some jerk that needs to insult others to feel good about themselves!" He flashes a death stare at me and signals Alex and his crew to leave. I walk away from the laughing crowd and go to my tree.

"Why me?" I say in a pout. Really, out of all people. Why me? A hand on my shoulder made me jump. I look over to see Olly in tears. "Olly what's wrong? Why are you crying? Tell me!" She buried her face in her hands and sobbed louder. I begin to rub circles on her back and her muscles started to relax. "I saw whay he just did to you. I'm so sorry Mitch!" She hugs me and cries harder on my shoulder. "It's ok. I'm used to it." I say softly as I hug her back. "It's not ok. I don't know why he does that. He really cares about you! He's so ugh!" She yells into the air and paces back and forth in front of me.

"He what?" I ask dumbfounded. "He cares about you! He told me a few weeks ago!" So that's what he was doing at her house that day! My eyes widen and Olly looks at me with suspicion. "What. Was that?" She asks and I get up to stand beside her. "What was what?" I ask innocently. "That thing you did with your eyes. Your planning on doing something. Aren't you!"

I am planning something against Austin. Something big. He will never be able to forget my name. Ever.