I swear; Eren x Armin f.f (COMPLETED)

Chapter 3: I am yours

I clip the bitter maneuver gear together. Placing the razor-sharp blades into their sockets, I think of my Eren moving a strand of my yellow (with a tint of gold) hair from my face subsequently staring into my ocean-blue eyes and then bellowing in front of our whole squad "I love you Armin!" I shudder and snap back into reality, he would only do that to Mikasa. My sapphire eyes fill with water. Promptly, a water full of elegant salty-bitter liquid falls down my dry face. My whole body shakes as I plummet to my knees.

Eren! Please! I LOVE YOU!!!! No one else only YOU! I pull out a note book from under my bed, I take a pen and write 'Eren I love you. Everything about YOU! Even your ability to turn into a titan, even though most are terrified of your gift I don't care! Even if the whole world turns its back on us I will still love you! Forever...always. Even if you fall for another I will never admit my feelings! Because...because I CAN'T lose you! I would prefer if you fell for another and married them! I want you to be happy rather than you know and I lose you to awkwardness and hatred. I will always love you till the day I part from this torture! This world is torture because I walk past you my ray of light in this dark world and I can't hold your hand, I can't kiss you or even hug you! I am yours but you will never be mine! And for that reason the only, I fight so one day we can leave this claustrophobic cage and explore the outside world. We can see the sea and the beach like we always talked about since a young age. I love you. Forever...always.' I flick back on all my other messages like this I have written over the past month. I have filled the book half way already! I put it back on top of the pile of ten books filled with messages like that one he will never read or hear. Eren I am yours but you will never be mine.