Through it all

Chapter 2

They had brought me to their house. it was much nicer than the apartment Matt had before but it made me miss the old place too. I laughed as Luna grabbed my hand and pulled me along with her.  "Come on Mr. N"

"I'm right behind you Luna," I said as she laughed. She pulled out a box full of dolls and action figures. 

"you be Felix," she said handing me a doll that looked like Pewdiepie. I heard her dad in the hall talking with Amanda as he seemed to vlog. she looked at me carefully. "are you really an angel Mr. N"

I sighed shaking my head yes. "You can't tell anyone, though. I was sent to make sure your daddy and you never got hurt" she looked at me innocently and smiled. Her hand touched my wing gently as she then hugged me. it was strange I expected her to run off. she certainly was special. 

"It's ok Mr. N," she said "I promise I won't tell," she said as I gently hugged her back. "You can call me Nate when your dad isn't around," I said with a small smile. I didn't want to see his face when he found out who I was, I would hate to see him cry over me especially when he's so happy with his family.

"Ok Nate," she said with a nod. she grabbed a female barbie doll and began brushing her hair. "daddy said he had a friend named Nate so I understand."

I nodded and closed my eyes then smiled beginning to play with the small girl. I attempted to use Felix's voice as he smiled and laughed. she was just so sweet and kind like her father and her mother both. I looked around the room and smiled as she waved and yelled hi daddy"

I looked and saw Matt standing in the door vlogging and said this is our new friend N, luna asked him to play dolls so that's what she was doing. who are you N"

"I'm Felix," I said holding up the doll.

Luna said happily "I'm Barbie, his biggest fan. she then began acting like barbie was talking and said happily. "It's Pewdiepie I can't believe it's him!"

I laughed as Matthias did and smiled at him. he looked concerned and walked out after putting the camera down. "Amanda" he called. I looked a bit confused as did luna.

"Is daddy ok?" she asked getting up and going after him.

~Matthias~

That smile, those eyes, all of that new man reminded me of Nate. I can tell Amanda seemed a bit uneasy with N around but I couldn't say no to him. "Amanda where are you..." I asked.

she looked at me from the kitchen. "Mat what's wrong,i" she asked coming and grabbing my hands. it was thenIrealized I was shaking. I wrapped her into a hug holding onto her. "I love you, Amanda, I don't know why but it's N..."

"He didn't hurt Luna did he," she asked with a concerned motherly face.

"No... its just I lost Nate and I swear that person is him... he's got the same eyes and face as him it's just he's so different.."

"it's ok Matt, I know it's been hard to lose him." she soothed as I felt Luna grab my leg.  I looked from Amanda to Luna. "Matt it's ok, that's not Nate..."

I sighed with a nod only to catch a glance of him looking at me. "I know Amanda, I'm so glad your here. I miss him so much"

"I know Matt," she said softly as she hugged me before picking up Luna who hugged me. 

"I love you, daddy," she said with a smile.

"I love you too baby girl," I said softly