Y/n POV
Its kind of hard to have sex with matthew because well, we've never had sex.... I know for sure that Matthew is not a virgin, cause hes told me, but he does'nt know im a virgin. Usually when he ask me for sex i turn him down, cause im just scard. He seems sad that i turn him down, but he trys to act like it doent bother him. I can tell it does.
Currently Matt and I are making out in my room. His hands travel up my shirt, and his lips to my jaw line/ neck.
I enjoyed it alot, but i know it would lead to some thing im just not ready for.
"Matt" i say
"Mhm" he mubbles kissing my neck still
"Stop" i say he stops and sighs against my neck
"Im sorry" i say
"Its okay" he says kissing me and removing his hands from my shirt.
5 minutes later
Matthew looks really sad.... I kind of makes me wanna cry. Maybe im ready?
"Matthew lee you know i love you right" i ask
"Yes i do y/n y/m/n" he says
"Youll stay with me threw anything" i ask
"Yes i promise i and wont ever hurt you ever.. I love you too much to hurt you or leave you" he says
"Make love to me Matthew Lee Espinosa" i whisper in his ear
"As you wish y/n y/m/n y/l/n" he smiles taking his cloths off along with mine.
He slides on a condom. And slowly enters himself inside me. I didnt hurt at all it was really uncomfortable and it kind of stung but in a good way.
He thrust in slowly and it slowly starts to turn into pleasure.
"Fuck, faster" i moan he goes a little faster i bight my lip trying to keep in my moans from my sleeping parents downstairs.
"Faster Matthew fuck me harder" i moan quiet. He goes a little faster and hard. Real hard. I fucking love it.
"Fuck why are you so tight" he ask grabbing my butt squezzing it i moan. Why did i ever turn this down this feels awesome.
"You make me feel so good Matt" he thrust faster.
"Fuck" Matt moans i arch my back as i feel a warm feeling in my stomach. Matt holds down my hips to the bed making me lift my legs on Matthews shoulders making him go deeper and making a feeling of pleasure go threw me.
"Oh my god that feels so good fuck harder" i moan as matthew thrust really hard sending me into a orgasim. "Shit" matt moans as he falls on my chest thrusting slower when he pulls out he throws the condom in my trushcan.
Gonna have to hide that later.
"That felt so good thanks babe" Matt says
"Can i tell you something"
"Yeah" matt says
"This was my first time" i say with a cheesy smile
"Well now i have your v-card" he says smirking
"Shutup"
