Carnival // r.s.l

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Ben's POV✨(I am killing it with these new POV's.):

I wake up with a feeling of something being a little off. I surprisingly don't hear a thing downstairs. I look at my clock.

10:38 am

They should be eating breakfast by now, I should hear Mila and Lizzy yelling at each other. Or Lizzy boring the heck out of Mila with some story. Why was it so quiet?

I walk downstairs and see no one is eating the pancakes breakfast mom made. Now I know Mila is pesco pollo vegetarian, but there is no reason Lizzy should be sitting there chewing on toast. Oh well more for me.

I dig in and hope everyone will say.... something. Ya know like Good Morning, Ben. How'd you sleep Ben. But the most anyone said at the table was hello and that was dad. Mom said hey but hello is two more letters.

I am growing more and more frustrated at what was going on right now at the breakfast table. Why can't somebody just talk?!

"Okay, will somebody please tell me what's going on?!" I said slamming my fork down startling Lizzy but completely but not fazing Mila.

"Kehmila!" I say this time raising my voice a little. She still doesn't seem bothered but looks up emotionlessly.

"What?" she says with no type of interest at all of what's going on right now.

After a few moments of us staring at each other I repeat myself "What's going on?"

She stands, having enough of this conversation. She grabs her bowl of oatmeal with her as she starts to walk upstairs and slams her door. Lizzy stands after she leaves.

"Why don't you ask Courtney, what's going on you know your ex girlfriend." Lizzy said leaving her plate on the table and going upstairs, to check on Mila I assume.

I'm left just sitting here even more confused than before. I'm yanked out of my own self-pity thoughts when my mother speaks.

"Why did you do that? It wasn't necessary at this moment, was it? Now you've ruined breakfast." My mother said getting up and walking upstairs with dad right behind her.

So now I'm the bad guy? I thought.

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Kehmila POV✨:

"No, I don't feel bad for what I did. Why would I? Ben's not going to be the only one hurting. I'm hurting too and that wasn't fair to me. The way he only called out my name in front of my whole family making everyone look at me like I was some kind of bad guy. Everyone staring at me like I should have an answer. Well I don't. I don't have an answer okay? I look smart and like I have everything pieced together but I don't, I just don't. Losing Courtney may not look like a big deal because she's not my bestfriend or anything but I've known her almost my entire life and losing someone that close to you is going to hurt. Big time."

I close my journal after reading out loud what I wrote for the third time. How dare Courtney? Ben deserves better.

I stand up put my journal away and walk downstairs and open the front door to go get the mail from yesterday. I'm waiting on my letter from NYU. I already know I got in but I'm waiting to see if they're going to give me a full scholarship. If they do I wont have to go there for only two years I can go there for all four years. As I walked out to the driveway I see Courtney pulling out of Ross' driveway and anger rises inside of me.

I stomp over to his driveway and see his smile drop when he sees the look on my face.

"So is this your first time stealing someone's girlfriend or do you just do it for fun? You know I thought we could be friendly neighbors and get along but that's never going to happen in a million years. Your an insensitive jerk. And, don't you dare give me that "she didn't tell me she had a boyfriend." shit because you didn't ask! I'm tired of people like you thinking they can treat people however they feel because they're famous. Guess what? Nobody cares if your famous or not your just like us. And frankly I don't give a fuck who you are no one is going to treat my brother like that. No one. So you can have Courtney, my brother doesn't need her. If she cheated once she can cheat again so don't be surprised when karma comes back around to bite you in the ass jerk!"

After I'm done I look around to see both of our families outside looking at us. I guess his parents spent the night. It may have been harsh but I don't care. I love my brother and I'll always look out for him.

"Kehmila... I- I." Ross stutters trying to talk, stunned by what I said.

"Save it!." I cut him off. As I walk back towards my house I remember why I came outside in the first place. My letter.

I walk back up to my mailbox and see my family talking to his family. I grab the letter and walk back over there.

"Stay away from me and my entire family. Don't even fucking talk to them." I snarl

My mom gasped "Noelle!"

Yikes. She only calls me Noelle when I'm in real big trouble.

"Mom, I'll explain later but for now you need to just trust me on this please." I said turning to face her. "Why don't you explain this first?" she said pointing to my NYU letter. Shit. "That's unimportant right now, I will explain everything later. Trust me there's a good reason I don't want you to talk to them."

"Oh and why is that?" the other blonde boy said a little too rudely for my liking. I turned to face their family.

"Maybe because Ross fucked my brothers girlfriend." I said bluntly.

Each member of both families stopped immediately after I said that.

"Why so quiet now?" I said.

I turned to face Ben. "Look, I'm sorry Ben. I really am I wanted to tell you alone I really did. But-"

"Mila, It's okay. He can have her. I don't really care but thanks for looking out for me." Ben said cutting me off.

I smiled "Anytime bro." I said swinging my arm around his shoulders.

"So anyways this is why we need to stay away from this family of complete idiots." I said smiling again.

"You couldn't pay me all the money in the world to hang out with them." Lizzy scoffed as we walked back into our house and shut our door.

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Hello loves, sorry for the wait. But yes now Mila's parents know about her wanting to go to NYU. Wonder what's going to happen with that. But I will try to update tomorrow but anyways its 12:26 pm on Saturday, April 16, 2016 and I really want to watch The Chronicles Of Narnia series so badly. Aslan is my sprit animal. Bye babes

-Elle🌎✨