~Ahmad~
I am about to fuck John up. He so slow. One day Mia gone get tired of his ass and just leave him. To be honest he lucky he even got a second cause she don't do that. Even though that's bro I know he tweaking, his ass was listening to Makyla a hoe who's best friend want him and she's a hoe and everybody knows you can't trust a hoe.Me: nigga you tweakin
John: how
Me: first off Mia ain't neva been unfaithful and you was listening to Makyla
John: ok and... I was listenin to Makyla, damn I know
Me: what the fuck it was Makyla and she can't stand Mia
John: oh shit, damn you right...I fucked up
Me: yea I know
John: imma see you laterI swear he retarded.
~Mia~
Me: yes ghee this nigga had the nerve to believe Makyla over me
Tiffany: that's fucked up
Me: exactly but imma let you get back to class bye
Tiffany: byeI ended our FaceTime call and their was a knock on the door. I didn't invite nobody so I wasn't going to just be opening doors like normal. They kept knocking and knocking.
Me: who in the fuck is it
John: John
Me: you ain't gotta go home but you gotta get the fuck away from my door
John: what's gone happen if I don't
Me: imma pepper spray yo ass
John: ok I'm goneHe so irritating like damn nigga. I already had to deal with them bitches early this morning and I don't feel like dealing with him right now. At least let me get a break I'm already gone have to deal with him, Makyla, Imani, and Kayla probably at the same time tonight anyways. For right now though fuck all of them I really got a lot on my mind but mostly just being able to do good this first year at college and doing what people said was impossible all of this other shit can wait. I already had my shower so I was sitting here in leggings and a t shirt I had to be at that little thing today at six and it was five. I FaceTimed Brian to see if he was at the Que house and he was so I was going to go there just so I could chill and smoke. I changed my clothes and wet my hair because I took my sew in out and I don't like flat ironing my hair.
I got my phone, wallet, and keys and headed out. I got in my car turning on some music.
When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fucking tell
It don't make sense, going to heaven with the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Timbs and black hoodies
God'll prolly have me on some real strict shit
No sleeping all day, no getting my dick licked
Hanging with the goodie-goodies lounging in paradise
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
(You talking some crazy shit now, nigga)
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lying to my mother, even stealing out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wished she got a fucking abortionThat was my shit I remember I used to think like that though. I used to stay thinking I would never amount to nothing and that I did so much wrong I would be going to hell anyways. I got so into my thoughts I missed my turn then my favorite diss song came on Ether by Nas.
Fuck Jay Z!
(What's up niggas, ayo, I know you ain't talking 'bout me, dog, you? what?)
Fuck Jay Z!
(You been on my dick nigga, you love my style, nigga)
Fuck Jay Z!(I) Fuck with your soul like ether
(Will) Teach you – the king – you know you
(Not) God's Son across the belly
(Lose) I prove you lost alreadyBrace yourself for the main event
Y'all impatiently waiting
It's like an AIDS test
What's the results, not positive
Who's the best, Pac, Nas and B.I.G
Ain't no best – East, West, North, South, flossed out, greedyI finally got there I hopped out of my truck and went up to the door. I knocked on the door making a cold beat. The door opened and this guy with just his boxers and socks opened the door. I walked past him to the room with all the blunts and liquor in there. As soon as opened the door I seen Brianna in Brian kissing so I changed my voice to mess with them.
Me: so Brian you just gone be kissin on this hoe while me and who fuckin child at home
Brian: what the fu- Mia yo ass play to much
Brianna: really
Me: y'all ass tweakin y'all spit swappin wit' all this good lookin and smellin weed around * starts smoking *
Brianna: that's cause we don't wanna smoke our life away
Brian: exactly we like our brain cells
Me: whatever
_____________My best friend was looking so pretty but not that girly pretty more like that in poppin and I know I'm poppin pretty.
Tiffany, Brianna, Ahmad, Ashely, and I sat down in some chairs that were set up. The rest of our friends were either apart of the meeting, already apart of an organization, or didn't want to be in one. Then this nigga John walked up and the only seat by us was the seat next to me and that's dead. I took my purse like thing off of my wrist and say it down on chair. I know it's petty and I don't care he has two legs and two eyes to go look for another seat. He stood there looking at me well more like staring.
Me: peek a boo
John: so you gone be this petty
Me: yep
John: come on baby
Me: I don't see Makyla around Tiffany do you see Makyla
Tiffany: hell naw
John: Mia you know I'm talkin bout you stop playin... Can you move yo wallet
Me: no
John: ok * sits down *
Me: ghee get off my stuff
John: naw you ain't wanna move it so oh well
Me: you so damn irritatin
John: ok
Me: bro I'm finna fuck you up get off my shit * pushes John *
John: * hands Mia her wallet * here damnI looked straight ahead not saying anything. I still can't believe his ass. Really Makyla over me. As the meeting began I started paying a lot of attention because I've always wanted to be an AKA but then again I felt that I was more of a Delta so I was really paying attention to those two. This meeting had me thinking of Stomp The Yard on the highest key it was so fascinating and fun they were doing their steps, strolls, and chants that type off of stuff. When the Ques did theirs I was dead Brian was getting it he had me cracking up. Then they got to business they went from first to last telling us their mission statements and showing us slide shows. They closed out saying that which ever one you were interested in you had go to their house the next day at 5:30 at night. I got up out of the my seat saying good night to everyone then mugging John. I turned slowly feeling a tug on my arm and low and behold it was John.
Me: what do you want
John: baby I'm sorry please forgive me... I know I shouldn't have believed Makyla
Me: I forgive you but umm... You not finna be in my room all the time
John: why not, you know what never mind it don't even matter * squeezes Mia booty *
Me: * grabs his penis * John let's not do too much
John: love you
Me: love you too
John: gimme a kiss
Me: nah I'm good
John: what I do
Me: you ain't believe me