~Mia~
Me: stooooop get off me
John: nah I'm good
Me: you gone make me pee on myself * laughing *
John: lemme stop cause I don't need you bleedin on my clothes
Me: fuck you * sticks up middle finger and laugh *The thing that made that it so funny was because we was play fighting and then I bleed on him. I was high key embarrassed but that shit was funny. Y'all probably like wasn't this bitch just mad at him yesterday. Yes I was but he my baby I can't stay mad at him for to long unless he do some real fucked up stuff. It was time to go so I grabbed my jacket, purse, and phone. I took another look at myself in the mirror and even though my outfit wasn't all of that I still looked good.
John: baby why you got on yo old school shoes
Me: cause they comfortable, dang stop hatin on my Sperrys~Jennifer~
It's about time they gave some body else's point of view. I know y'all was tired of Mia ass. Anyways guess who I been talking to, Joseph sexy self. I don't care if he younger he fine and cool as hell so far but the only thing is he is a fuck boy. That's okay though because he has to work to get me anyway and if I see he's hoeing around still while he trying to " settle down" then it's a wrap. I know my self worth and if he even thinks that this "us" thing is going to be a walk in the park then he got another thing coming. I laid in my bed thinking about some stuff like some real deep stuff. As I thought and thought I realized I ain't shit and neither are my friends. Most of us are all a like even though our shitty ways were either to help out our families or to just help ourselves get to the next level. Mia, John, Ahmad, Brian, Brandon, Chris, and I use to sell drugs just to make sure our families ate or just to have money in our pockets so we can come to college and make something of our selves. To me John didn't need start doing wrong his family is rich but their money is all drug money because of his pops so I don't know maybe it was because of his dad that he started. I do know for myself I can't step foot in a church I just feel this stinging like pain all over my body. Sometimes I wonder if I didn't sin so much would that pain be existing. Also I felt bad for everyone that I have killed family. The loud knocking got me out of my train of thought. I walked to the door looking through the peep hole to see who was there. Who I seen caused a smile to appear on my face. It was Joseph. I unlocked the letting him come in then going to sit back on my bed.Me: wassup
Joseph: nun I just wanted to spend some time wit' you~Mia~
They got me fucked up. They talking about you have to wear heels everyday except Saturday until they tell us we can stop. Then these heffers said if they call us we have to answer and do what they say. I don't think I'm going to be an AKA because they doing a little too much.