memento mori // a.i

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• brie kennedy

tiredly waking up around 5:48, i realized i am going to spend another day in a place where i don't want to be. school obviously.

i am that part of the world that wouldn't want to waste almost my whole life trapped in a place that you don't want to be in the first place. if i had a choice, which i didn't have because i didn't have much of a brain as a kid, i would've liked the whole world to be my education. travel anywhere, learn anywhere. it's also called freedom.

i'm rambling my opinions again.

"brie! get up now" my aunt evanna barged into my room, hooking my towel to my bathroom door.

"i am up" i mumbled as she chuckled.

"caught up in your thoughts again?" she asked as i nodded and sat up.

"you know you could always talk to me about it?" she said, leaning on the door frame as i smiled faintly at her.

"i think my thoughts'll be fine, evanna" i said as she nodded and was about to walk away when she turned back.

"oh and can you please talk to brian, he wouldn't get out of his room and its locked" she groaned as i laughed and nodded. "will do"

standing up, i didn't hesitate to walk up to his room, banging my fist against his door. "ry, get up or you're gonna be late"

i expected brian to open the door and just glare at me but no. instead i hear a girl's voice saying "who's that" and an abrupt "shh"

"brian, who the heck is that? open the damn door" i said banging more on his door.

"no one, just leave me be, brie!" he said, a hint of annoyance and nervousness in his voice.

i just groaned in anger and took the extra key placed on the top of the door frame and unlocked the door and walked in.

"okay, stop the bullshit brian, we have sch--" i was cut off by someone falling from the bed. but it wasn't brian and it sure as hell wasn't fully clothed when the girl fell.

nobody said a word but now the girl was wearing brian's green day shirt and brian wasn't. i guess you get the picture.

"oh shit! okay, i'll be going. brian, get the fuck ready" i said, chuckling nervously at first, not even looking at both of them then ran off to my room.

once i reached to my room, i opened my speaker and plugged in my phone and then took a shower. needed to get the recent memory out of my head.

- - - -

going downstairs after dressing up, i see brian getting some coffee and evanna rushing. basically, a normal morning with the family.

when brian saw me, he opened his mouth to say something but i cut him off before he can even make a sound. "save it. i just wanna forget it"

he chuckled. "and this is why i love you big sis" he said, placing his arm around me as i disgustedly move away.

"give us a heads up next time okay, but just because there's a next time doesn't mean it's sooner" i said sternly as he raised his hands up in surrender as aunt evanna laughed.

"okay okay, i really have to go because i have an appointment in about," she checked her watch and groaned. "20 minutes"

"do you guys need anything else? lunch money? teenage advice from the aunt" she started to get flustered as i pat her back. "i think we'll be fine, aunt evanna" i said as she sighed.