Drops of Feelings

Story #28

I need you.
Not in a romantic way, well maybe a little.
I need you more than anyone else.
You keep me sane
You make me laugh when I want to cry
You calm me down whenever I'm stressed
When it feels like the whole world is against me you're not
When I'm mad and enraged and want to punch something you calm me down
When you smile the world lights up
When you laugh I laugh with you
When you're sad it hurts me
When you're hurt I'll be there for you
When you come close and I can smell the scent of your soap, I want to close my eyes and dream
When you joke with me I want you to love me
When I sit next to you, so close our legs are touching, I want to hug you and slap you at the same time. I want to rest my head on your shoulder.
When we stare at each other's eyes I want you to lean in closer until we're almost touching. I want to reach out and touch your face, run my hands through your hair.
I want to hold your hand I want you to pull me close
I want to melt in your arms
I want you to look at me like you love me
And in some way I know this may never happen.
But who says I'm not allowed to dream.