Everything has changed

Everything Has Changed ~ Chapter 3

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Lottie's POV:

Harry didn't bully me for the rest of the night, since I stayed in the family room watching TV.

"Let's go Lottie" my mum said. I nodded my head. We went to the front door. "Thank you for having us over!" my mum said hugging her. "Anytime!" she said then hugged me.

"bye Harry!" my mum yelled. "Bye Mrs. Smith" he smiled. Fake smile. Then we left.

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When we got home it was at least 12:00. I walked the long staircase to my bedroom. I shut my door, then put my PJs on. I went on my comfy king sized bed and then went to sleep.

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I woke up very sore and tired. I didn't want to get up for school. I don't feel like getting fucking bullied and beaten. Why?! I want to know why everyone hates me. What did I do wrong? What did I ever do to them?

I got up and did my normal routine. I went to my closet to grab jeans and a sweater that was a peach color. The sleeves were lace so I thought that was cute. I put my hair up today in a messy bun. I really don't give a fuck if I look like a mess. No one talks to me anyway. I went down stairs to see my mum making me breakfast. She put pancakes on the table. "No thanks." I said. I hasn't been eating a lot. That's why I'm so skinny. I mean you don't see my rib cage but close to it, once in awhile I eat something little. Harry made me do this. My mum sighed. I went back upstairs to get my backpack. I don't think I'm going to ride my skateboard today.. After what happen yesterday. I then looked at the floor, it was a book. I picked it up. Wait.. It was Harry's Journal! I opened it up. I read somethings about people. That he likes and dislikes, an what he likes to do. He said that he likes to sing....weird, I wouldn't think that from Harry, I kept reading. Harry doesn't seem like a bad guy after all. He seems actually pretty sweet. Wait.. What am I saying? He's a BULLY and always will be. Then I flipped to the next page. It says on top CRUSH.. "I always loved her and always will.. But she thinks I'm a monster.." I saw other words but They were all erased. I could see he was going to write more. He last written it 1 day ago.. So that means he probably wrote it before I went to his house.

"LOTTIE! COME DOWN OR YOUR GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL!" my mum yelled. "Coming!" I yelled back. I put the Journal in my backpack then went down stairs "Bye mum!" "Bye Lotts!" then I went out to my bus stop, I really need a car. I used my dad's sometimes but he's away. The bus finally came. I went on. People throwing papers at me. Laughing and whispering. I took a seat next to this girl Eleanor since all the other seats were taken. Eleanor is really pretty, she got invited to the popular group as you would say Harry's gang but she refused.

"Hi Lottie." she said with a smile. "Hi." I responded. We finally got to the school.

I step out of the bus seeing Harry's gang. This time Harry was there. Fuck. I walked fast.

"Hey, where do you think your going?!" he yelled pulling me back to his crowed. "Leave me alone Harry." I whispered. "Give it back!" he yelled sternly. "Give what back?!" I yelled "The fucking journal!" he yelled. My eyes widened. "What the hell are you talking about?! I don't have a journal!" I lied. He shook his head then grabbed my backpack.

"Hey give it back!" I yelled. He was unzipping it until I kicked him in the no no zone. He bent over in pain and I grabbed the backpack before one of his friends can. I ran into the school to my first period, thank god the teacher was there. "Hello Miss. Smith. Why are you here so early?!" he asked. I was breathing heavily.

"HEY GIVE IT- oh hey Mrs. Jones" Harry said giving her a smile. "Oh hello Harry." she said giving him a smile also. I took a seat in my chair thinking what I should do with the Journal.

Finally this class ended, I ran out of the class to Harry's locker. No one was around yet. I did his pass code thing since i saw him do it before, then put the Journal in the locker. He will think that he left it in his locker. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed a blade. Did I mention I cut? No, not a lot but sometimes. I put the blade against my wrist then began to cut, the pain felt so good. Then someone walked in. I looked through the mirror to see Ashley, Madison and Brooke.

"Oh.. hey the bitch cuts." Ashley said giggling. I gave her a glare. Lottie you gotta stand up for yourself. "If anyone.. You guys are the bitches"

"At least were good looking" Brooke said. "HA! Have you've seen you're self?" I asked walking past them out of the bathroom. I left them speechless. That actually felt good to let out. But only of I could stand up like that to Harry.

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School finally ended, my mum is going to pick me up since she's off today.

Thank god I didn't see Harry for the rest of the day, probably skipping classes to go make out with some girls. I saw my mum pull up I got to her car and got in.

"Hello sweetie, how was school?" she asked me. "Good" I lied

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" Lottie, I'm going to the Mall. Want to come?" my mum asked coming into my bedroom. "no thank you. I just want to relax" I said laying on my bed. "alrighty, I won't be home till like 8 because I have to run to some other stores." I nodded my head then she left.

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