Everything has changed

Everything Has Changed ~ Chapter 5

HARRYS POV:

Harry, you screwed up big time. "DAMN IT!" I yelled slamming my fist on the wheel. I have to make it up to her, ummm... A picnic? No, that's lame, she probably wouldn't show up. What about a song?! I always loved singing, Yeah, girls like that stuff right? I went home then got busy.

*The Next Day*

LOTTIE'S POV:

I woke up the next morning sore as ever. I pulled up my shirt to see all purple and blue spots and scars. When will this ever stop? I sighed, I got up and went in the shower, after I went in my closet to see what I should wear. Today I'm going to do something different. I put on high socks that went up to my knees, then I put on a skirt that went a little above my knees. I put on a sweater then i took a piece of my hair then clipped it back. I went down stairs to see cereal on the table, not today. I went back upstairs to brush my teeth. Then the final thing was my boots that went a little above my ankles. I thought the outfit was cute, usually the popular girls wear these kind of clothes. I grabbed my backpack then went down stairs.

"bye MUM!!" I yelled before going out the door "BYE LOTTIEEEE!!" my mum yelled back. I went outside to see snowflakes falling, I mean it is the beginning of winter, I just love the snow! Maybe I should walk.

I finally got to school. I walked up the stairs, then I see Harry's gang. User then whispering stuff like

"is that lotto?" like how many fucking times did I tell you? It's Lottie! L-O-T-T-I-E Lottie.. I looked over at them, seeing Louis,Josh, Kevin, Matt then Ashely, Madison, Brooke, Lexi and a bunch more. But those are really the only ones that bully me. The rest just watch and laugh. But I didn't see Harry. Weird.. I looked away then walked into the school. People staring at me, nothing new. I glanced over the side of me seeing Harry, he's not wearing a beanie today like he usually does. Just mops of curls. He's wearing black jeans and a blue sweater. People kept going up to him but he goes 'fuck off' not in a good mood today I guess. He has a note pad and a pencil and whispering words to himself but singing them. Is he writing a song?

He then looked up seeing me. He smiled and have me a small wave. I know the smile was real because you can see his cute little dimple. My eyes widened, why isn't he bullying me? What do I do? Look away? Do the same thing? I just gave him a smile then fasted walked to my locker.

*

The bell ringed, lunch time. I usually skip lunch and go to the library or sit in the halls and listen to music on my iPhone. But today in starving, I haven't ate in days. I got in the lunch line to see chicken salad. Looks good and its healthy. I checked out then went to my loner table. This is were everybody throws food at me and spit balls and all of that shit. I heard someone sit next to me, I looked up seeing Harry smiling. Oh great.

"what do you want?" I hissed. "I don't know, you just look lonely." he said taking a piece of grilled chicken out of my salad and putting it in his mouth. "Yeah, and I was lonely for the past 4 years now" I snapped at him, moving my salad away from him. "look Lottie, I'm really sorry." he said.

"yeah, you think a 'Sorry' will fix all of this? I don't think so! Why did you bully me anyway?" I asked him, my voice cracked at the end. "because I'm a jerk." he said looking at the ground.

"yeah, your fucked up, that's what you are." I yelled at him. He got up and left to his popular table. Thank god he left. I thought it would never end. Then I felt someone standing next to me. I saw Ashely with a plate of spaghetti with sauce.

"What now?!" I snapped at her. "I saw you talking to Harry." she said with a evil/fake smirk. "yeah? So..?" I asked. "Well you better stay fucking away, or you will be sorry." she yelled dumping the spaghetti and sauce all over me. What a bitch. She walked away swaying her hips. I felt like I was going to throw up, does she think me and Hardy have something going on? I felt tears streaming down my eyes. I got up and walk past Harry's table, everyone laughing but Harry.

*

Finally school ended for today. Lunch was a mess. I haven't seen Harry after lunch. Thank god. When I got home it was around 7:00 since I went to go grab some food, I was starving still, but you can't blame me, I haven't ate since like forever ago. And yes, I told my mum that I was going to get food so she won't worry again. I saw my mum on the couch snuggled up with a blanket and tea watching a movie.

"hey hun, want to watch the movie with me?" she asked "sure, let me just go take a shower." I said then left. I felt do dirty after lunch. After the shower I but on my fuzzy pj buttons and a tang top with a cover up. I grabbed a brush from my dresser then started to brush my medium length blonde hair. I looked out my window see the snow falling harder then ever, and seeing the ground full of it. I slid my door balcony door open and went out.

"fuck." I mumbled. My bear feet touching the ice cold freezing snow. I went back in quick. I closed the door and locked it. I then made me way down the stairs to the family room s I could watch the movie.

"What kind of movie?" I asked her. "Christmas" she said smiling giving me a cup of tea. I chuckled "of course it is."

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I know it was a boring chapter! But I think the next chapter will be more better (: please comment and vote (:

-S x