Bi-Polar Bear

Touch

"A simple touch can brighten anyone's world by pulling off the blindfold reviling a whole new world"

I awoke to the sounds of giggling and the sound of photos beings taken I eventually sprung soon to realise that I was still handcuffed to Blake, eventually he got and we went down to eat breakfast and since we are both right handed Blake basically took control over it which was a little uncomfortable but it was the rule of our group never back out of a dare with out legitimate reason.

"Hey Blue can you unhandcuff me? I've got to do something in town" "oh yeah what is it?" "Just personal stuff, just please do this for me" "Okay but you owe me and your taking Blake with you because you two have to be handcuffed" "But how can we stay handcuffed if we aren't" "You two are going to hold hands" she said with a devilish look on her face "You do realise we could just not hold hands" "I know that's why your wearing this" she had some device that you put on a door and when you open it a siren goes off, and what she did was supper glued is to a bracelet "You know you've got to much time on your hands "I know" she replied with a big grin on her face "Plus if you take this off and just stash it somewhere that would cheating and I always find out".

Eventually we got into to town and Blake asked "Where are we going?" "To group counselling" I replied "Your joking right" I didn't answer just walked past reception and into my spot where I always sit,I wanted to avoid this but oh well one of my friends would find out eventually. Eventually everyone else arrived and group had started, no one notices Blake partly because he's trying not to make eye contact and stayed that way. It was my turn and I knew this time I couldn't just not speak...so I had to share, so I started with an introduction about who I am, how I have bipolar and I'd been diagnosed with it last year after I spent a month in a psychiatric ward. A few more people went and then finally it was over, it felt like group would never end like time had stopped and refused to move forward no matter how much time I thought passed then I realised that my hands hand won't stop shaking no matter how much tried then I felt someone grasp my hand tightly...it's Blake did he do it because if our wrists got to far apart the siren would go off? or was it to comfort me? I decided to walk out with Blake still holding my hand.

Blake had taken lead I don't know where we are going but I'm not questioning it either. He lead me to apart of the forest I didn't know existed, it was hidden behind a bunch of fallen tree branches and thrown away junk, this place is so spectacular like a little slice of heaven a garden of Eden almost, it had one chopped down tree in the centre with a singular beam of light hitting it and some how this beam managed to pierce through the tall trees surrounding this place. Blake started to walk me to the chopped down tree stump and we just stood in the centre with the beam of light hitting us, Blake said "I used to come here a lot as a kid all by myself, I found it one night when my parents where fighting really and I decided to run away for the night...and every time when my parents fought or my father became abusive towards me I'd run away to this place" I wanted to say something but I could find the words before he continued to say "My father never became to abusive he'd hit me where they couldn't see the bruises, but coming hear made it all better I mean I couldn't run away or tell any one because he seems so kind hearted and generous to the point no one would ever believe he'd do such a thing" tears started to pour out through his eyes and it's seemed that the his sadness was so strong that this beautiful forest became something out of a horror movie, I don't know why but I kissed him on the check, I slowly moved him down to the ground and held him then I said "Just like books we may seem to have pretty covers but our stories can hold so much sadness with both tear stained and torn pages".

We both got up after a few minutes and started walk back to Blue's we'd been gone almost the whole day I can just hear to snide comments, it only took us an hour but we made it. We walked through the door and surprisingly no joke about why we took so like just, there just watching the Sy-fy channel but Lydia looked pissed probably because she didn't come and if she finds out I kissed Blake she's either going to be really pissed, upset or even both.

"OMG Sunny you kissed Blake" "What are you talking about Blue?" I exclaimed "You know we share a bound and I felt that you kissed someone and the only person that was with you all day is Blake" "It's not like that Sol trip over and fell into me" Blake butted in "Well it does seem like something you'd do Sunny" "Plus you do have the tendency to over exaggerate things Blue" I said in the nicest way possible, I could just see Lydia holding back her tears so I took of my the bracelet and made Blake hold it whilst I went outside to talk to her, I told her how it was all an accident even though is wasn't and that she needed to get her act together because if she wants to be with me then be with me and not want me when I'm with other people then through me away like day old pizza (even though day old pizza does taste good) when I want her, she eventually shut me up with a kiss I pulled away and sore Blake looking at me he quickly looked away and went upstairs. both Lydia and I went in for dinner and surprisingly Blue actually cooked something, I had a few bites then I went up stairs but before I could Blue said "You and Blake down have to wear the handcuffs because it's seems you to are going to stay around each for the rest of the week anyway" and with that I walked up stairs.

I got to the room Blake and I are staying in, and he was just laying in bed not moving a muscle so decide to hop in with him he moved further away when I got in so I wrapped my arms him...he tried again nut then I said "Please just stay with me, we don't have to be handcuffed anymore but being with makes me feel better so just please stay with me" he turned around and replied "I sore that your bag was open and your medication hasn't been touched so I'll stay with you if you take your medication" so with in a instent I got up and took my medication with out water because I could be bothered, I crawled back into bed Blake spoke "How do you wanna sleep?" "Well you held me last time so I want to hold you" and so I did I got into the spooning pistion with him, I held him so tight and I  never want to let go and he brought my hands close to his chest "What are we I whispered" "I don't know and I don't care...we just are" he said back bring one of my hands up to his lips and kissing it.