teacher ↠ sehun

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"ouch that hurts!" i winced as jongin grabbed my wrist all the way to enter the living room.

then he slammed the door and yanked my hand harshly.

"you lied to me hyo! you fucking lied to me!" he scolded that i groaned.

"i'm sixteen jongin! just let me do anything that i want!" i replied and he chuckled.

"you are sixteen, i get that. but you're not twenty. you go to school to learn things! not doing stupid things like dating! plus, the one you are dating right now is sehun! your teacher!" he said and groaned in anger.

"jongin! you are just a brother to me! you can't tell me what to do!" i sighed. this is so frustrating.

the messy look i have right now, i pushed my brother and walked to the door.

"you're leaving huh? it's okay. tomorrow, i will see your teacher and told him or her to change your class so you won't meet sehun like usual!" he said amd i stomped my feet as i slammed the door. "fuck jongim! ergh." i screamed eventhough there were neighbors passing by.

i ran to town, not taking any taxis. the sky turns dark showing it is almost dawn. at the same time, i took out my phone and called sora to accompany me.

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"two more bottle of soju please!" i ordered and laid my head on the blue table. i was at a stall and it was filled with people having their dinner. while i'm here just to drink alcohol drinks.

"what the hell hyojin?" sora poked me from behind with the clueless face she plastered.

"you're drinking? what's wrong?" she asked and i hiccuped before i raised my head up.

"i had a fight with my brother. bloody-minded jongin, ergh!" i said and took a gulp of the soju.

"hyojin you should sto-" she said and i cut in.

"jongin is just my brother. not my mom or my dad telling me to do this and that. i feel like a prisoner righr now sora." i said and gave a disgusted look.

sora only heaved a sigh. i know she's the type that doesn't know how to fix my complicated problem that i have.

me and sehun were getting along and now we're screwed up. now here i am, releasing my stress by drinking and stuff. i wished i had no sibling and lived alone for the rest of my life.

sora caressed my back and tears dropped out from my eyes. just by remembering the heartless jongin, and sehun being clueless, it felt like it was my fault.

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on the next day, i didn't go to school. i locked myself inside the bedroom eventhough jongin isn't here.

i will know that if i come to school, i will be greeted by bad news.

my phone was vibrating all the time and i raked my hair with my fingers before i take a look at the notifications.

sehun - 18 messages
sora - 8 messages
misun - 9 messages
jiwoon - 3 messages
unknown - 1 messages

i bit my lip as i saw sehun's name on top of the five names. he still worried about me.

i cocked my eyebrow as i saw the contact named unknown. then i tapped on it to see who's message was it from.

from : unknown

hyojin? why aren't you coming to school? this is ms son.

where did she found my number? huh whatever.

and i can't reply. i just can't.

i hugged my knees on the bed and kept thinking.

i tried to delete all of my messages with sehun. i tried to delete his pictures in my gallery. and lastly, i tried to erase my memories with him.

but i couldn't.

sehun's face always appeared in my mind.

and i don't know why.