Its been almost 2 years since it happened but every night at 3am I wake up I can still feel his heavy fists plunging into my skin over and over and over I remember it like yesterday its Burned into my soul till this day I will never understand how you spit the words out I love you the next morning on my voicemail and that you were so confused on why I left, I went to school that day and I was walking strange people assumed we had made love but I knew the truth you go just a little to drugged up and I became your punching bag. I remember how reveling I would dress to keep your attention but I could have sold u my soul and you still wouldn't have picked me there was always someone better I caught u in ur game a few times but I never. Called u on it because I was afraid to lose u because of for some odd reason I loved you you were fucking reckless and damaging to my heart body mind but I'll never forget you because ur a chapter of my life but not one I'll re live
