Pain demands to be felt you can try to bury it or hide it but its always there in the corner of ur eyes and smile truth is sometimes people spend so much fucking time trying to repair others and so much damn effort into being there they forget about them self and there issues are placed on a back burner and when everyone is finally fixed the one who always helps others sits in a pit of fire of unsettled problems and emotions and no one is there to help them fix it and then they come to the conclusion that they fix others cause its much easier then fixing them self.