Some times the tiny cracks in my heart start replaying memories and then I remember how much has changed we went from endless phone calls and hanging out every weekend to I can't even get a text back we use to jam to rock music now I'm jamming alone as u play ur rap without a doubt I use to see u on weekends now I'm planning a month in advance just to see u but I know when the day comes you'll call saying you can't make it I can't tell you how hard it is not having a girl best friend anymore but it. Even Harder facing that you no longer need me in the end I still lost you maybe your this way because it makes it easier to move away soon or maybe this way ur free to make your reckless choices without guilt I don't know but it doesn't matter I'll stop fighting for ur time because I fight and u prove I shouldn't have because my stubborn soul finally received ur message I'm no longer needed nor wanted so I'll stop trying.
