To Jack
Thanks for the letter. I'll iMessage you next week, but my phone is getting repaired because I threw it across the room during English class.
I kind of understand what you mean, with not being able to put yourself into a cis mindset. Because of my autism I suck at the whole empathy thing, and I get really angry at myself because I can't think what other people are feeling like. Even though I'm cis so I don't know exactly what you feel like, I guess it's probably a really weird feeling. I can't imagine what it must be like to be allistic, so maybe the two of us can educate each other.
Also, CONGRATULATIONS ON GETING REFERRED TO A GENDER SPECIALIST!!!! My best friend Alex is trans and he's just been referred to a clinic so I've seen first hand how happy it makes him, so I can imagine that it's probably a really great feeling. I hope things go well for you and that you get put on T as soon as humanly possible. I'm so lucky that I'll never have to go through something like that- I feel like the waiting is probably agonising for you. I hate waiting, it makes me really anxious. But yeah, I really hope it all comes together for you sometime real soon.
Barakat and the Heteros sounds amazing, next time my family go over to America I'll check in with you guys and we can form a band (I'm joking by the way, America's huge and where we live is probably nowhere near you). But seriously, if I lived near enough to you guys I would definitely be down for being your bassist. What are Alex and Rian like?
I don't have a lot else to say. I'm not really in the best mindset for communication today. I'll iMessage you next week, yeah?
-Zack :)
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